Escaping Reality...

Chapter 187

2011-01-01T04:20:00.002+08:00

Chapter 187 -Happy New Year 2011~

Ok wads up during the dec holidays yea?
Im been busy working.
Working at 'Fish & Co.' actually..
Quite a good experience as I've nvr worked in a F & B industry before.
Got to serve ppl, set up chairs, dishwashing.. etc.. etc..
And got to meet all kinds of ppl of cos..

Other den tat.. The holidays were jus sleeping.. Going out..
Pretty boring actually..
But its quite eventful too.. :)

And TWIN! I went Marina Barrage alr!
Went there at Christmas Eve tats why i didn't tell ya as you're overseas..
But tat day the fountain all nvr switch on.. And lights were dim..
But got alot of ppl flying kites..
But was pretty fun la..
Walked to MRT station since the last bus alr..

Oh and i went Marina Bay Sands that day too..
Nice.. :)
Shopping centre had all kinda branded stuff..
Promised to shop there one day yea? :)

Ok so it comes to the end of the year and the ending of the post.
The year had been eventful for me.
SYF and PW most significantly.. Many things changed bcos of them..
Some good.. Some bad.. But all rich nonetheless..

I managed to reach home on time for the countdown and im proud to say..
I jumped last year and landed this year. :D
No resolutions tho.
May not follow them.. But of cos..

I wanna have good results.
And good health and all to my family members and loved ones.. :)

Adios..

To be continued....

Chapter 186

2010-12-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

Chapter 186 - Thunderbolt

You struck me like a thunderbolt on replay,
electrifying my mind,
as the volts went by,
on and on and on..

You're the living proof lightning strikes not jus once.. nor twice but over and over again.

***

Went Lax party yest nite and stayed over at shaik's place.
After tat rushed off to work and turns out the supervisor wasn't around and i caught some slp.
Can i even start work?
And its my cash and its so not gonna happen, Dream on. I'll think of something,

To be continued..

Chapter 185

2010-12-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

Chapter 185

Firstly, you're either a bitch for pretending not to notice.
OR
you're a stupid bitch.... for not suspecting anything...

OMG.. i cant wait to get this all clear up.. But the battle is already won.
Because i noe ur moves and you don't know mine.. :)

Bitch. :P

To be continued...

hahahaha

2010-11-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

Chatted on the phone wif L till 4am yest..

And i guess there are a hell lot of things that confuses us....

Chapter 184

2010-11-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

Chapter 184 - 24/11/10

I alwats tot i could nvr be filled by eating pizza.
Today i noe that 4 slices is enough for me. Though i can go for 5.. :)
Met twin ltr and acc her to takeaway dinner..
Den spent my time in heaven reading comic books..
Went home and here i am..

If ya wanna noe wad happened the past few weeks..
Chalet.
Job hunting.
Computer Games.
Phone calls

And i finally decided to pose some halloween photos on my blog..

Tats all i guess.

To be continued...

2010-11-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

Been on the phone wif L for a total of 5 hrs yest..

Tats a record... :)

L

2010-11-18T01:01:00.001+08:00

Met up wif L today and chat abt an hour or so.. :)

We are getting somewhere aren't we?

Irritating

2010-11-17T02:26:00.002+08:00

Its irritating how since the holidays started i havent been able to find a day just for myself!

Its irritating how i get scolded when i try to do the right thing...

I'm already trying to fufil ur expections so would ya jus shuddap?

Besides which parent thinks that going for a school trip overseas is a bad idea?.... -.-

wtf seriously

Chapter 183

2010-11-12T11:56:00.002+08:00

Chapter 183

Finally, my exams are over.. :)
Would like to post all the peektures i took during this period..

But im lazy.. :D
And i've a job interview to go later.. So next time then.. :)

Yest went to watch MEGAMIND with Daniel, Ee Chen, Nan. Suhaila and Shikin..
Not bad.. I guess im into the storyline.. Its funny.. And the effects were awesome.. :D
Really Awesome.. :)

Hmmmm... I guess theres nothing much left to talk about..
But i feel that each day is gonna get better now? ;)

To be continued...

Chapter 182

2010-11-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

Chapter 182

Ok Halloween's over.. :)
Spent my days volunteering as a ghoul for those past 5 weekends..
Quite a nice experience..
Will post the photos soon when im free..

And my chinese was alright..
Now left wif PW and Math..

PW
MAth...
Urrrghhh..

On a lighter note, been on the phone everyday wif L these days..

Counting down now.. :)

To be continued...

Chapter 181

2010-10-26T02:36:00.002+08:00

Chapter 181 - Jigglypuff :D

Fourth Day without you in school:

They say monday sucks, but the monday blues were darker and the days are much duller without ur presence in school.
I missed my chance seeing ya today but the thought of being close to ya, only a a moment still thrills me heart. ;)

Day four ends...

***

Jigglypuff.. Thanks for everything recently..
All the laughter and sympathy.. ;)
I promise ya will not be alone.. And ya nvr will be wif Chris around.. :)

***

PW. H1 Math.. I can do it. Yes i can.

To be continued...

;)

2010-10-21T01:11:00.001+08:00

First Day without you in School:

I walked up the corridor wondering if I'll bump into you.
Thats when i remember the possibility is zero.
Will never get the sugar rush.
Everytime I see that pretty face.

How long shall it go on?... :/

Thats why i wanted to meet ya today.. :)
And i Did. :)

Thanks.. :)

Chapter 180

2010-10-18T03:01:00.002+08:00

Chapter 180

The weekends have been tiring.. Yet fun..
Volunteered for Singapore's Flyer Halloween Event..
Every Sat and Sun for the next few weekends..
Do tell me if you are dropping by.. :)
Shall talk abt it wen im fee..

Promo 2 results have dropped.. But first time paased all the papers.. :)
Im feeling stress for math alr.. :/

And thanks for the phone calls the last two days.. :)

To be continued...

Chapter 179

2010-10-14T04:05:00.003+08:00

Chapter 179

The last 2 days (Monday, Tuesday) were fun..
Hang out wif Lynn till quite late at nite wif stuffs that involves dinner on both days.. Haha
And i found out shes weird too.. :P
haha.. tat little mouse...

Today was fun too..
Got to hang out wif my classmates while the teachers are in school deciding some of our fates..

Wadever happens tmr, just noe that everything happens for a purpose,
and every end is the the start of a new beginning.. :)

But i jus hope tmr is gonna be a good day for everyone..
Pls...... ? :/

To be continued...

Chapter 178

2010-10-07T23:22:00.003+08:00

Chapter 178

I think the day started out pretty bad..
Slping for only 2 hrs plus..
Getting on the bus..
Raining..
Journey to school...
Its jus sucks the life out of this poor boii..

But as the day progresses..
I got kinda happier..
A funny thing happened..
And sweet things happened too..

Oh and my grp submitted our 2nd Draft of WR..
So happy..
Can sleep early tonite.. :)

Nice day in conclusion..
Lets see how tmr is.. :D

To be continued..

Chapter 177

2010-10-05T01:55:00.003+08:00

Chapter 177

I agree wif Twin. Ppl who say FML are kinda stupid.
Seriously.. How can stepping on a dog shit Fu*k ur entire LIFE? Lol?!
Thats why I introduced, FMMM.
Fu*k My Monday Morning.

Hah. Short and sweet. May introduced FMTM tmr tho. ;)

Ahhh.. And I could've have said I expected more. But it wasn't much so guess i was thinking to much.
And to my deareast .. Im really worried for ya.. No selfish intentions..

To be continued...

Chapter 176

2010-09-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

Chapter 176 - 27/09/10

Promo 2 was a week ago..
I dun think i did well this time..
But well.. Lets just hang on tight and see the results yea?
Im excited to get it back to see where can i amend them.. :)

Pink/blue was so fun.. :)
Laughing on the train and everything..
Singing song tat is written for the subject..
And i've decided tat can be no other... But can i do from there?

Out to meet Twin ltr.. :)
Plan to do a little shopping..
And lots of catching up.. ;)

To be continued...

Green white

2010-09-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

18/09/10

Finally theres color in my life again. Green/white..

Chapter 175

2010-09-16T02:39:00.002+08:00

Chapter 175

Been a while since i updated..

Just had my International Paper today.. (15/08/10)
I think its the only paper im genrally satisfied so far as i wrote alot although i read through for notes for about an hour only? Haha
Used the com from 5 to 8pm yest watching 'Dogma' the movie.. Quite interesting i would say..
Den from 8 to 10 i went social networking sites..
Went for dinner at 10.30pm.
Came online at 11pm..
Watch documentaries of the Arab Israeli conflict and Music vids till 2.30am
Downloaded the songs and movie clips till 3.30am
Bathe at 4am.
Studied at 4.15..
Slept at 4.45am..
Woke up at 6.30..
Read notes in train...... LOL.. So i reached school relatively dead.. :D
But still the paper was alrites..

Wished i could say for the others. Screwed up Econs and MT.
Never study muchfor them both :))
MOB is alrite so far.... OK.. enough abt schooll....

Slept from 3pm to 10.30pm today due to the lack of sleep.. (Pls refer to above)
Gonna watch 'The Godfather Part II'" and den maybe i will study maths.. maybe.. :P
Going school tmr to practise maths ltr tho..
So i aim to sleep at 6am? :D

Ciaos...

To be continued....

Chapter 174

2010-09-04T01:49:00.002+08:00

Chapter 174

LOL.. for GP exam today, there is this question 'Ppl put too much faith in money. How far is this statement true to ur society'
I wanted to attempt it but i dun really get wad the question is asking.. Is it asking if we should put less faith in money or does it want me to argue to put more faith in other stuff?.. :/

Did a question on whether 'Gender Equality is really Desirable' i dunno if i did well, as alot of ppl choose tat.. means the cher will find my script boring.. But i love my grabber.. :D

'The world faces a 'dog eat dog' situation and by adding gender equality to the equation, you will have the dogs competing with the cats too." HA

Didn't finish conclusion and AQ for paper 2..

Fingers Crossed..

To be continued...

Rant

2010-08-30T03:42:00.001+08:00

I dun believe in contraints when theres no cash..
Dun tell me i cant do something without cash..
Nvr..

Chapter 173

2010-08-29T02:38:00.002+08:00

Chapter 173

Blogging as i felt that its time to blog.

Ok.. So recently i've been f**ked by maths and everything tat comes along wif it, WR is a chore and drama is fun and yet tiring like always..

One should oso note tat i have caught The Godfather fever 38 years late.
The Godfather is Orgasmic. :)

Ok i guess i should start on my work and everything. Maybe tmr i will start on hardcore maths?.. (:

And its enlighting to be able to see urself, ur story happening in someone's life..
It puts you in the shoes of the observer rather than be the actor..
And i realised that,
you have to make sure you are in control.
Once the other party takes control, a power imbalance, thats wen the last waltz begins..
With that in mind,
I am still the same me, but dun expect me to deal wif probs the same way ya.. (:

Take care my fren.. ): I noe how you feel..

To be continued.. Till then.. The End for now.. (:

Chapter 172

2010-08-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

Chapter 172

Wad have i been doing these few days?
Quite fun i guess..
There is the long weekend and here goes...

On fri.. Went sch in the morn and helped out wif drama.. Pants tore.. :x
Im really proud of my drama yr ones.. (: They managed to put up quite a show wif only 2 weeks to prepare..
Den after sch went LAN gaming for abt 5 hrs? haha
Been a loonnnggg time since i played LAN.. Had a great time wif URMUM and Nutz

On sat.. Went Bollywood veggies for PW.
Glad that all my grp mates are getting alittle more enthu abt our project.. Lets work hard ppl! (:
After tat went filming,,
Real tired after tat..

On Sun.. Went "class" outing..
Really glad tat i went and got to hang out wif some classmates for a bit..

On Mon..
Went shaik's hse to celebrate national day wif Edwin, Lax, Towfiq, Jun Ning and Shaik himself..
Watched Forrest Gump and ate pizza..
By the time the movie ends it was too late for me lax and jun ning to go back..
SO we stayed over and watched "Silence of the Lambs'..
After two epic movies, we decided to watch a crap movie and picked 'Karate Kid'

Haha..

On Tues..
Reach home at 11am and slept till 8pm! Now online and doing overdued WR and EOM..
Kinda stuck at EOM tho..

And....

I realised its been a month already.. So much have changed within a month..
How i spent it was just drifting thru life thru instinct as i had lost the direction.. :/

To be continued..

Chapter 171

2010-08-02T04:22:00.007+08:00

Chapter 171 - Bon Voyage

Many things have been happening these few days..
SYF showcase and mood swings and all.. :/

SYF showcase was kinda cold tho i felt more purplelish den ever! ha..
The preview was kinda good tho.
And thus, Color Bar official ends..
And there will be no character that i play that would defeat the efforts and memories i had as purple..
Jus too much.. :/

Purple.. Pretty.. (:

Ahhh.. Why do you have to leave when we were just getting to become great friends? Its really like just becoming good friends wif ya and sending ya away a day after that!.. But i guess its better late den nvr.. Do come back soon! We will have another great outing like the only outing we had and a phone convo like the only phone convo we had.. ha..

Keep in contact!

~-Bon Voyage-~

To be continued...

Chapter 170

2010-07-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Seventy

FML seriously....
No one understands me and blames me for the retaliation i do..
I mean, fuck it..
Ya dun even noe wad are my basic needs now.. nbcb

And ya noe something is fucking wrong wif the world wen someone defend themselves for something wrong they commited..

To be fucking continued..

Hees

2010-07-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Its a relief to noe that everything tat you're concerned abt is gonna end in a month's time.. :D

Trusting it will end this time.. :)

Chapter 169

2010-07-11T05:19:00.000+08:00

Chapter 169

Blue/white

All out.

To be comtinued..

Chapter 168

2010-07-07T04:19:00.002+08:00

Chapter 168

06/07/10:

Watched 'Toy Story 3' wif Shikin and Suhaila.. Not bad.. Quite touching.. Reminded me of my childhood toys and memories. :)

LAst paper today.. Last question was hard. Quite taken aback.. ha.. We see how yea..

Past two days sick.. Its like gastric while feeling bloated wif the urge to crap but nothing comes out plus only vomiting.. Sucks.. Feeling better..

But im tired alr..

To be continued..

Chapter 167

2010-06-30T03:52:00.004+08:00

Chapter 167

Life can be a bitch wif exams going on and a bitch tat refuses to leave..
Today is the last day of June, marking the start of July soon..

How i wish sometimes i can just snap my fingers to correct everything..
But i guess, correcting something is much more than snapping of fingers..

And i will do it soon..
Yes soon...

Yet somehow i noe it will end in tears..

To be continued..

Note

2010-06-29T03:13:00.000+08:00

Note

Black Receipt. Scary eyes. 25/06/10

Note

2010-06-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

Note

Another Black another note. Jus talking.

And feist is so cool! :)

Reminder

2010-06-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

Reminder

In between Thick Black and Flower.. There was black. Jus neat sweet black.

Chapter 166

2010-06-13T06:17:00.003+08:00

Chapter 166 - Thick black/ Flower

Ya hav to forgive me for not updating.. Lazy..
The time is 6:18 AM.. Not lazy nor tired..
Body clock screwed.. Plan to focus on sch stuff on Sunday, 13 June.. Pls wake up before 3pm?

Thick black was when i decided to do something wen im not happy about the situation.
Thick black turns out to be special and i hope it would happen again. And more would happen.

Flower was neat.
Flower was cosy and warm.
Flower reminded me in the end tho tat im not getting it.

Sex and the city 2 was neat and insightful...
YEA.. i caught it alriites?.. Caught it wif Johnny Depp Fan No.1
And its not as bad as you think ok? Its actually not bad..
Plenty of laughter.. Plenty of fun.. Plenty of awesome-ness..
Plenty of the theatre going 'Ooooooooooooooooooooooo!' moments which i missed.
Defintely at least a 4 star. :)

Alriites.. Nitey niites.. Morning too, to the birds out there tweeting.. :)

To be continued...

Chapter 165

2010-06-08T02:30:00.002+08:00

Chapter 165

My wish for this holiday is to become a better person.

A better fren. A better son. A better man.

But things are harder than it seems....

Dun think im not disturbed by it.. But a person tat is moody needs to tell ppl his probs if they want ppl to help them.

I rant everything on Dinesh on Msn jus now.. Thanks bro.. (:

Watched Prince of Persia today wif nsri, syarf and edwin.. Awesome.. (:

Good luck for there is nothing else to say..

To be continued..

Chapter 164

2010-06-04T23:45:00.007+08:00

Chapter 164 - Fourth June is a pain in the ass!

A relationship is like a lock with two keys held by two individuals...
The special thing about it is it only takes one individual to unlock even if it is against the other wishes.

Laxman Cetty

When Lax said that, I was wondering. So if the lock is still intact, its because both parties are willing.

***

Fourth June is always a pain in the ass for some reasons.

Its like a curse that refuse to disppear..

Perhaps what made Fourth June so happy once was because I was so sad that day and decided to do something about it.

After that Fourth June, all the others suck.

I do not remember the love, but all i remember were the feelings.

The love is gone, but the memories are there. and they taste sour.

Oh and today?

Today suck too...

Today suck badly...

There was this incident at mac that made me think alot.

And i guess its better to mean what you say?

And my com gave me lots of prob today!

And i guess im sick of how it feels to be 2nd place.... a sub..... but it ain't no subway.. GOSH!

On a lighter note:

Walk through the serangoon circle line station twice today.

The first time, two children, a boy and girl ran before their dad. Their dad pretended to walk in a opposite directly, and the kids ran towards their dad and hugged him.

The second time, two children, two boys ran before their dad, when they stopped to mind their biz, their dad ran past them and they chased him.

Two dads, two children, same station, same day. Its sweet how fate can be... sometimes...

OH, and it took me a few years to realised fourth june is just a week after my birthday! gosh...

OH.... and i finally now how its really like to see it.......

To be continued...

Thoughts

2010-06-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

Thoughts

If ya feel unhappy and wish to change the situation.
Do something..

Chapter 163

2010-05-29T07:18:00.003+08:00

Chapter 163 - An end to a chapter (a beginning of another)

Im nineteen now.. The route to the end of teenage life starts from now..

Things gets better once its defined and clearer.

Spent my last few mins of being eighteen wif my dearest twin and nUt..
But we went home before we went past midnite..
Really great time and im looking towards the 5th of June..

Dearest Min, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. Fate allowed us to be born on the same day, and may fate make us stay as frens forever. :) lets pursue our dreams tgt ya?

At midnite, i opened lynn and yana's present. And of cos mum's.. :)
Im sure theres more to come.. *cough cough cough..

Facebook is a horror! 100 plus msgs in my inbox! I noe others may have more on their birthdae.. But to me is alot alr!
And i replied all of them personally and uniquely.. Each diff from others i think.. But I kinda put the same words but diff smileys as they are so many!
Even people I never talked to wished me..
Lots of suprise and catching up to do i guess.. :)

Birthdays keep getting better and better..
Facebook bdae wishes rose indicate a widening social circle.. lol..
But it was the events that were not planned that was the sweetest..

Todae was wad i call, 'Pinkish-Black'
Better than all the colors combined..
When i think back now, its Pinkish-Black i will think about..

Too many first times todae..
First there was S, den W, den L, den C..
And I got closer to my family too.. Im happy for tat.. Especially dad whom i do not talk to often..
And i got to try out my wish... Tho it may not succeed,,,

Wowie.. These kinda birthdays are hard to come.. May not have it next yr..
WTHeck I waited 19 years for this kinda birthday!

To be continued..

Interlude

2010-05-27T03:21:00.002+08:00

Interlude

This is not a chapter but an interlude.

Perhaps something popped out that made me wanna blog.
Perhaps I did something wrong.
Perhaps the chinese paper was hard and i wanna blog it down
Perhaps i find GP essay (except last para) and AQ ok, and wanna blog it down.

Im not angry suprisingly. Not hurt.
Should I be?
I dunno. But i noe im not upset..

But why do i have the urge to blog now?
Perhaps.. Perhaps.. Perhaps...

Im in the wrong i noe.. But I'm not gonna say wad wrong i am in...

My birthday is coming.. ya noe wad is my greatest wish..
If ya are reading this..
ya noe.. ya noe..

Chapter 163

2010-05-23T00:47:00.004+08:00

Chapter 163 - I wanna do a comic book on my life! :D (cos its a joke...)

Was feeling kinda low but after watching Collin Raye's 'Shes with Me' video, Im feeling better.
It's the most beautiful song I've heard.
I had to hold back my tears for this one..

Really good singer.. First singer tat have alot of songs tat i like. Normally i like the singers due to a handful of songs tat are great.
But Collin Raye?

Shes with me, In this life, Hurricane jane, I think about you, Love me, 11th Commandment, One boy, One girl and many more I havent listen to but im sure to love them too..

Im a fan of Collin Raye. Def for a long time.

Ok. Time for the entry i drafted in my mind.

*****

How can ya be tat happy?

When I was young, my mama use to tell me to do things now, or else ya will regret in the future wad ya didn't do in the past. I nodded and say 'Orh...'

The truth that it ought to be...

But it didn't strike me till this year. I meant not getting good grades for 'O' levels and making it to MI is bad, but i learn to appreciate things tat appear to be bad turns out to be good. I didn't regret my time in MI, not even retaining.

But this issue. It certainly won't lead to a good end. Not for me. And not for ya.

Turquoise,

Black,

Black,

Pink,

Blue,

Black,

Green/white,

Blue/white,

White,

???.

Nine significant colors. Out of these colors. Blue is the happiest. Blue/white was the lowest.
But out of these colors, pink, blue and black are the most memorable. Pink was when everything should have changed. Blue was when I was reminded. Black was when I thought i still had it.

When i think back. Its always these 3 colors. White is cool too but its always these 3.

Maybe I shouldn't be soft. Maybe I should be a jerk.

But tell me wad should i do now. I dun wanna hate june. Nor its sundays.

Pls... Jus tell me its not too late and i will feel happier tenfold..

To be continued...

Chapter 162

2010-05-22T02:49:00.004+08:00

Chapter 162 - Smiles

There are many kind of smiles, people reverse their frowns for various reasons.

Happy smiles,

Forced smiles,

Smiles because we care,

Smiles when ya accomplished somethings.

When there are reasons to frown, often comes a reverse, a smile.
And yet, a smile at these times do not solve the problems, but distracts the problem.

The greatest irony of life is perhaps smiling when ya least expected it.
To become a reflected paraody of life, that turns us into, comedians.

Wad more can i say?

Transcendence today. Kudos to everyone. Red's ass-shaking, Blue's boob depletion, Green's Speech, Yellow nervousness, Purple's isanity, Orange's PORN, Grey's lazy and rude remarks, Grey's assistant's silence, Black's boob push, White's innocent improvisations. Color King's authority and the jury's hair twirling. Curtain closes. Cheers. Claps.

I was wrong about one thing.
Good times never end.
The purple rain will continue, with the thunderstorm of applauses and appreciation.
And the socializing of colors created colors on you and me.
To be in theatre and people cheering ya on, something perhaps video acting can't satisfy.
As we wait for July, we live on, as one.

Curtain closes. But not forver. Waiting to be reopened. For the cheers. Again. Soon.

To be continued...

Chapter 161

2010-05-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

Chapter 161

Its not over..
My probs at june are not solved.. Damn!
Really damn..

Feeling dam sick these few days.. Felt like vomiting..
But still went sch todae.. :/

Yest was Jer's birthdae..
16th May..
Was thinking back of the 16th may for the past 2 yrs..
MI carnival, MI sports carnival and Gp paper..
Time passes really fast..
Soon i will be alone in MI..

To be continued...

Chapter 160

2010-05-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

Chapter 160 - Tears

There are many kinds of tears, ppl shed them for different reasons.

Tears of joy,

Tears of fear,

Tears of sadness,

Tears of resentment.

When ya think ya have everything planned out, something gets in ur way.
Life can be a joke sometimes.
Things not done in the past leads to sulking now.

Wad more can i do?

SYF today. Well done to everyone. Curtains closed. Claps.

To be continued...

First of May

2010-05-01T01:47:00.003+08:00

First of May

When i was small, and christmas trees were tall,
we use to love while others use to play.
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
some one else moved in from far away.

Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess we'll cry, come first of may...

Chapter 159

2010-04-29T02:02:00.002+08:00

Chapter 159

I still stand my ground.. If you're so concerned about it.. Don't be it....

But since ya wanna talk about something else, lets proceed.. But I'm gonna do something before the holidays starts...

Jus completed my last draft for PI i think..

Would like to thank Laxman, Lynn and Yana for the encouragement and opinions..

Especially Lax.. Thanks bro.. :)

Yawns..

To be continued..

Chapter 158

2010-04-22T00:54:00.003+08:00

Chapter 158

Some say the purpose of blogging is to express urself..
Some say blogging down ur probs will make things better..

But today's blog post would be to rmb the 21st of april..
Went VJC todae..

Wanna thank Rou Urn and Jason for being there wif me..
Food at VJC kinda unique..
Hmmm.. Wanna thank chers too.. Miss Chin, Mr Koh, Ms Poh and Mr Wee..

And after todae.. I shall make an effort to stay awake during econs lesson again..
After hearing some comments from the 4 chers above..

Well tats it.. :D

You're lucky I'm not a jerk.. I could've made things so much worse..

To be continued..

Chapter 157

2010-04-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Chapter 157

At this moment.. Im feeling afraid.. very afraid..
Paralysed wif fear.. how can someone say something liddat?..
You are fucking scary........

Im absolutely disguested by this shit...

I wun let it happen.. Trust me.. and dun let me down......

pls..

Im almost begging.. i'm utterly afraid.....

To be continued....

Chapter 156

2010-04-17T16:15:00.003+08:00

Chapter 156

Wad makes poets dream and lovers weep?

Go figure...

Well.. Manage to get some things off my chest......

chest size smaller le.. :D

But i dunno wad to expect in the future.. I guess i just do my job everyday and jus breathe..
Cos tats life..

To my close frens... even close frens of the past.. feel free to talk to me ya? once close always close.. Jus tat sometimes i may not take the initiative to talk to ya'll some time..

Cheers..

To be continued...

Chapter 155

2010-04-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

Chapter 155

Currently.. I have a PI undone.. 6 mob essays in point form undone and my chinese hw undone too... FML..

I recall frens telling me they hate MI last yr and i was like.. Ok wad.......... But you noe.. "welcome to yr 2....' gosh......

Those same frens are telling me yr 3 suxs.. i dun dare to imagine my life next yr if they are correct...

Oh yea.. I have a feeling you are the cause for my misery right now.. I promise ya.. I will be the cause for ur misery soon.. and ya noe the foretaste of it.. ;)

To be continued..

Chapter 154

2010-04-03T03:30:00.002+08:00

Chapter 154

HEY ppl!

But i dunno who im saying 'HEY' to uh.. Looks like only Lax occasionally reads my blog.. (tag if ya reading this bro)
Or maybe Min? (tag if ya reading this twin!)
Or some long time no see fren? (tag tag so we can see see!)
Or maybe some random ppl who do not noe me but wanna noe hows my life for some reasons.. (ya probably won't be tagging me since you're just peeking)
Or maybe this 1 aussie guy, 3 malaysians and 2 Indonesians.. (international frenship.. Hmmm.. (: )

Not been updating ya.. Kinda busy these days.. And of cos lazy too.. Lazy to tweet oso..
Sorry ya faithful blog readers tho there are none now..
But i promise my blog will not die altho its barely alive.........

Its good in a way that no one reads ur blog... A diary should be kinda private in the first place.. And a online diary only shows ya wad i want ya to noe...
my deepest thoughts are hidden somewhere..
But ya still get to see the tip of the iceberg here.... So few readers would be ok..
not gonna private it too.. lazy.. plus somemore.. online diary private might as well dun have riites?

Kk.. Caught 2 movies in a 2 days.. Wow..
'Clash of titans' wif Kick-Ass followers and 'When in Rome' wif Johnny Depp Fan #No.1

Clash of titans is awesome wif its larger than life monsters, definately better than the original in 1981..
When in Rome is pleasant to watch.. Funny wif a twist in the end.. Hah..

Hmm.. Good friday was good but could have eneded better.. :x
Did somethings for the big daddy above.. I still have some feelings for him i guess..

Okie.. Now for the tip of the iceberg you ppl have been waiting for..

Thoughts of quitting MI is there.. Especially when i got nothing for PI yet..
Must think of something before monday.. Promise..
And thinking abt how yr 3 will be like makes me wanna jus jump off and die....... Tsk...

I wanna type alot for this section, but i guess i just sum up in this sentence,

In love, there is no good or bad, only happy or sad...

Analyse and ya can write an entire para from the sentence above.. And i hope ya will get the msg..

Cya around i guess... :/

To be continued.....

Chapter 153

2010-03-29T04:16:00.002+08:00

Chapter 153

Have been studying everyday recently.. but nothing seems to go in..

A few movie dates to look forward to...

The men that stare at goats wif dinesh and Kick-ass wif guys in my class.. Woo..

I dunno wad to expect from the future..
It seems like im not gonna say anything.... But help me convey everything should i die one day..

To be continued..

Chapter 152

2010-03-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

Chapter 152

Am i bringing the facts to ur face? Or am i encouraging ya?..

Is it for your own good? Or my own selfish intentions?

Is this all I want? Or do I want something more?

At least all i know is its not the time..

Wad shall i do?

Is is ok?

Yes.

No.

To be continued..

Chapter 151

2010-03-20T02:15:00.002+08:00

Chapter 151

I dunno what i want anymore..

Dunno wad i wanna acheive..

Dunno if im on track..

Dunno whether everything before me are jus lies..

Im like a man on a boat paddling against the waves to reach the island...
And after a few hours.. I ask myself..

I am making progress am I???

I dunno..... The last few hours changed my beliefs i had for a past few weeks..

Tmr is SIMUN's last day.. Gained alot of experience.. would like to go again some day...
Some day..

But right now...
I wanna sleep..
But can't.. as... i wanna disapoint myself further i guess...

I'll be alriites..

To be continued...

Chapter 150

2010-03-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Chapter 150

Common Test:

GP - 38 S (WHEN CAN I PASS....)
MT-68 B
Maths - 52 D

MOB- 60 B
Econs - 70 A
Hist- 77 A

Kinda ok i guess.. but my H1 really suxs.. and im losing interest in MOB alr.. and PW..

Things are going smoothly.. ANd im kinda happy wif the way things are..

SIMUN in a week.. :/

To be continued..

Chapter 149

2010-02-27T00:05:00.004+08:00

Chapter 149

OMG.. so LAZY lately.. BUSY i meant..
Lol.

Common test are over.. I hope i got a pass in econs?
And.. V day nothing much too..

Yea nothing much happening to my life right now..

But the last week was kinda awesome.. Although im plagued wif Common test..

Oh.. got my chicken pox during feb something i guess.. Ok alr..

Got a few lines that i think its quite cool to add in a book? Nothing emo shit happened.. Jus think these lines are cool la.. Apply to alot of situations?.. :)
Here goes:

Kai: Can we get together?

Mui: But I only treat ya as a very very good friend.

Kai: What if i become ur very very very very very very very very very very good fren? Can we get together then? :D

Mui: No matter how many 'very's.. we will still be good frens.

Kai: -___- (heartbreak)

:D

Cya ard..

To be continued..

PS: 'Suhaila is Aweso without ME' HAH!

Chapter 148

2010-01-01T01:38:00.006+08:00

Chapter 148 -Dec Holidays (very summarize ver, Happy new year!)

Hey PPL! I kept my promise yea?
Blogged today.
Seems like time flies dam fast, its 2010, and i believe the world won't end in 2 years. Hah!
Was reading some blog post just now, and it seems only like yesterday..
The memories are so fresh. (:

ANW, Happy New Year everyone!
This year started on a very good note. Yea. I like it. :P

The annual ritual of jumping at the last sec of 2009 and landing on 2010 was done..
And i can proudly say, I jumped last year and landed this year. (Hell of a jump)

New Year Resolutions,
I made a few last year and acheive most of them. Lets try this year. (again, resolutions are only words, its up to my actions to acheive it)

#1. I shall work towards the top 10 students, 3 'A's, Study Few hours a day.
#2. Continue my pass in Maths
#3. Change my image
#4. I shall not let emo-ness affect how people see me
#5. Work Out
#6. Make a effort to be religious
#7. Stay close friends and avoid enemies, bad blood this year shall be erased.
#8. Gain weight, and height. PRZ..

And thanks to the person that unknowingly made new years special for me too. :D

*** DEC Holidays (very summarize ver) ****

*shall be read tweets from twitter to recollect

This holiday is shall always be worth remembering..

First, there was the drama workshops. Air's one will be unforgettable and I will always cherish the fun times we had after drama practice playing pool almost everyday and the occasional butter chicken. (:

And then, theres the job that Laxman got for me till now which i am still very apologetic.
Sorry Bro....
The workplace has aunties that dote on me and making coffee for me every morning. (:
And i think the reason they dote on me is because of the only teenager they know that drinks Kopi-O.. So they like making coffee for me..
It works in both ways..

Theres also the movies i had with the gang (min, nUt and mia) which includes, Alvin and the Chip munks, Avatar 3D and Ninja Assasin.

Lessons learnt from Avatar (spoilers):

#1. Fighting terror with terror is always wrong.
#2. Humans kill one another if there is a need to.
#3. Our heart beats as one with the planet.
#4. Things underground that worth alot of money isn't worth alot actually.
#5. We think that we are more powerful than nature, but at the end of the film, you get to see how we get owned if nature strikes back.

We had a christmas exchange outing and I really cherish their presents. I shall eat the cookies, use the voucher and display the thingy. lol.
Not forgetting Shikin that accompanied me on my christmas shopping. (:

Last Photo of 2009.. My hair will be gone soon. ):

To be continued...

Chapter 147

2009-12-26T13:02:00.004+08:00

Chapter 147

Merry CHRIS-must to all of you ppl..
(:
Sorry for the lack of updates.. Have been lazy lately..
Working and all...
I realised i typed lazy when i wanted to say busy.. -.- lol.. opps.. shall leave it as it is... (:
I shall update on new year eve? if possible?
To compile the things I've done in the holidays..
But if you miss me and can't wait till den.. I've been "updating" on facebook and twitter.. Go read there den.. (:

PS: You've made lots of days this yr special.. Jus wan to let ya noe that u made christmas special too.. (:

To be continued...

Chapter 146

2009-11-28T02:53:00.005+08:00

Chapter 146

In our life.. We all make mistakes..

And i think i made a mistake a few days ago..

But it could be avoided.. I guess?

Lol.. made me think about some things in life... (:

Went out to watch movie wif min and nUt..

Wanted to watch 2012 but sold out.. and the next timing was kinda late..

So.. ended up watching ninja assassin instead..

Story line was so-so.. But quite entertaining la.. Body parts flying every few mins..

And Rain's english was kinda good.. lol

Fun day?..

Cya soonn.. (:

To be continued...

Chapter 145

2009-11-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Chapter 145

Sick.. throat feeling argggh...
Hopefully recover by tmr.. or else performance would be ruined.. lol

Jus wanna type out a dream that i had a few hours ago.. So i would rmb it a few years down the road..

I dreamt of a little bunny that i found on the streets.. I put it in my bag and went home.. forgetting about it..
I was on my bed when i heard a meow, (the bunny.. dun ask me why it meowed).. i was shocked and ran to the kitchen to get a loaf of bread..
I threw it on my bed and the bunny hoped on it..
I took it and went to the cage.. she look around and talked to me..
Telling me the cage was comfortable.. running on the hamster wheel and stuff..
Until the hamster appeared and say.. this is my cage..
I turned around and saw a cat cage. dream ends..

I dreamt of lady gaga joing sg idol too.. And dick lee told her she had to let away everything..

Jus rubbish la.. lol

Video that made me FELL in love wif them..

To be continued...

2009-11-23T02:22:00.003+08:00

Chapter 144

Well.. Im been lazy lately.. dun feel like updating at all luh..
Zoo photos are out already.. but lazy ar..

23rd Nov.. Mum's birthday todae.. dunno wad to get her sia.. I will dream of something.. (:
21st Nov.. Sean's birthday.. (:

Eunice and Adele's driving are dam epic..
Fun in their own ways..

Eunice cut lanes without signalling and Adele increses the speed although there is a bus ahead..
LOL..

I guess i dun have to go escape theme park for a long time..

Niites..

To be continued...

Chapter 143

2009-11-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

Chapter 143 - 4th November, The Emo-est day in 2009

K. I feeling dam fcuked up right now. Wanna start ranting.
Where should i start?

I supposed i shall say when it started.
Was it when i walked past the cafe or at the 11 story roof of Orchard Central yesterday?
The cafe incident bothers me but it doesn't make me feel sad.
But i dun wanna say anything abt it. Maybe its misunderstandings...

And i get damn irritated when i hear that word for some reason.

Went to watch Jennifer's body wif my Bffs yesterday.
J.body was kinda entertaining. (:
Den we went orchard central.. And went to the roof. dam nice can?

And someday i will make her a promise under the stars.. * * *

And probably it started long before yesterday.. But from yesterday, everything jus went downhill for me.

I dunno if i couold possbily endure 2 days of school and wad happens after that?.
I really dunno..
Wad if i made the wrong decisions?..

A man dun cry easily. I'm holding my tears as hard as possible..

To be continued..

Chapter 142

2009-10-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two 28/10/09

Today was probably the most emotional day for me though there were a couple of reasons to be happy..
I won't be blogging things that are bothering me here la. Kinda private.
I mean the function of a blog is to let me rmb things..
so as long as i can recall wad happen today den should be ok la.. haha
But im gonna pray for guidance tonite..

Hmmm.. Ur boy has just scored the 2nd highest in class.
Havent got back my overall results yet.
Wil post when i receive..
Happy for those that promoted.. U deserve it.. (:
For those who didn't make it.. I guess thats life..
In life.. events happens for a purpose..
If i didn't retain.. i wouldn't be where i am now..
So no worries ya..
Am really proud for my sisters.. all make it to top student list.. Lei Peng is gonna be there next yr ya?.. (:

I realised there is no clear defination of good and evil today..
No white or black.. Only grey..
And... I dunno.. Im kinda troubled right now.. Yet i can't do anything about it..
Im worried..

Watched pandorum the 2nd time today.. Glad that the group liked the movie.. (:

Will blog abt zoo next time.. (: when i got more photos..

To be continued..

Chapter 141

2009-10-17T03:19:00.006+08:00

Chapter 141

15th Oct:

Went wif nUt, min and mia to vivo..
Watched Pandorum.. Its actually quite nice..
Kinda like 'I am Legend' but less emotional acting wif a sci-fi twist.. (:
Give it a 3.5/5

Den after movie.. We went henderson wave!~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Started climbing mt faber at 6.30pm..
The henderson ~~~~ was higher den i expected.. dam cool tho..

Went back vivo for dinner and took foto..

Trained to pasir ris wif yh in the end.. and took bus back hougang.. hees.. (:

****

16th Oct:

School reopens..

Watch DVD during GP.. Thought provoking..

Pre U 2s got back results today.. Saw ppl crying..

Felt down.. Felt scared too.. I may not score as OK as i expected.. :/

After school went Penisula Plaza wif the gang..

Went Bedok and took bus to hg..

Still editing shaik's vid.. 4.17am now.. waking at 7.30 later.. =.=

Cya..

To be continued...

Chapter 140

2009-10-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

Chapter 140

8th Oct 2009:

After hist exam went wif dinesh to plaza sing..
We finally caught Inglourious Bastards..
Went Cine at first, but not screening.. So we went plaza sing..
Inglourious Bastards was nice.. Give it a 4.5/5..
0.5 being it didn't keep be entertained throughout.. lol
trained home at 11 plus

9th Oct 2009:

Played com till 6 den took a train to meet the rest to celebrate Jill's Birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL!..10 oct baby.. hehe
Bought a slice of cheese cake for her..
Secret Recipe burnt a hole in my wallet.. :/ $11 service charge.. O.o

10th Oct 2009:

Went to help shaik wif his PW aagin..
The mozzies at chinese garden bit till my leg swollen like fcuk..
Swelled down le..
And i jus edited my best vid yet.. (:
Will show ya if i have a chance next time.. (:

To be continued...

Quick one

2009-10-08T16:54:00.002+08:00

Exams are over..
I hope i can pass my maths,, I score well for SEA hist.. International hist confirm fail..

Going to watch movie wif dinesh later.. (: finally.. lol..

Good luck to those having exams tmr.. :D

I contented wif jus studying and being wif frens.. Other stuffs heck care la.. heehees..

2009-10-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Are ya thinking wad im thinking?
or am i jus being stupid?

stupid..

Chapter 139

2009-09-27T03:55:00.004+08:00

Chapter 139

Went Facebook and got some pics that brings some memories of school life this yr.. (:

Love everyone in da pics.. Not to mention those not in it too.. lol.

Life had been fun this yr.. (:

Today went Nadia's house.. tgt wif Eechen, Jill, Pei Qi and Munirah.. THANKS for inviting!

Den went studying wif Jill and Eechen at mac..

Manged to revise finish one chap of econs in mac.. went S11 for dinner.. (: FUN dAY!

Notice a space after each line?.. blogger giving me this prob.. -.-

Food for thought... Is it a crime for a bastard to pretend to be a basterd? Hmms..

To be continued...

Chapter 138

2009-09-26T01:55:00.006+08:00

Chapter 138

(18/09/09)

The day before eechen's birthdae.
went Jurong point wif Eechen, Lei peng, Juliet, Jill, Pei Qi and Chu Fang to celebrate eechen's birthdae. (:
*to hougang frens, Jurong point is near my sch btw.. -.-

I gave eechen her card and juliet's and lei peng's ones too..
which i owe them since july.. LOL!. XD

OVERDUED PHOTOS AGAIN..

eechen, lei peng and juliet. Holding the cards i made for them..
Lei peng holding juliet's card for eechen..

Juliet made this card for chen! Nice?

Lei Peng, Chen, Chu Fang, Juliet and Pei Qi..

My back view kinda different ya?. hah

*****

Next week is promos le..

I wanna complete econs revision by tuesday and start on MOB on wed..

Hmm, read last yr entry..

Last yr promo grade was

Chinese Language (H1): 57

General Paper (H1): 39

Mathematics (H1):15

Management of Business(H2):43

Economics (H2): 46

Principles of Accounting (H2): 36

I said that, once u fail, ppl start making decisions for ya..

Time to make my own decisions.. (:

To be continued...

Chapter 137

2009-09-16T21:31:00.006+08:00

Chapter 137

Been a long time since i updated.. Blog still alive

Ur boy had been studying, so no time to update..
When my exams end i promise to change blog skin and music k?. :D

Studies are kinda ok for me now..
Less emo nowadays too.. -.- lol
Study la! Emo for wad?.. Advise to ppl who are still emoing. Dun think too much la!

Overdued pics..

Shannon haircut, cool machine.. (:

End off wif R face.. :D

Looking foward to friday, watching Inglourious Basterds wif Dinesh.. Hah.. cya pal..

To be continued..

Happee Pill show

2009-09-03T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey.. This is deticated to all economic students..

Of course non economic students oso can watch la..
Quite funny..

More Web knick-knacks? Go to www.happeepill.com

Chapter 136

2009-09-01T16:25:00.003+08:00

Chapter 136

Hey!
Sorry for not updating..
Recently com got prob.. feel kinda sian updating wif a problematic com la..
And it appears that blogger having prob.. (again).. -.-
so no pictures for now..

Decided to update luh.. gonna change blog song and skin soon too..

Yesterday was the last day of aug.. celebration for teachers day..
School was ok.. the concert had its funny side which i enjoyed.
Edwin rawks on drums seriously..
After concert went paya lebar macs for luch wif jill and juliet..
Went home sleep..
Went out wif min and nUt for dinner..

Hmm.. interesting day.. (:

****
Funny section:

HAH.. say im cute before reading this..

Wanted to write my blog draft during nite study the other day.
No rough paper so i wrote in my maths assignment in pencil.
Wanna rub off before i hand up ya..
But forgot to erase and HANDED up..

Swee la..
My maths teacher reading my blog draft now.. (: lol..

****
Emo section:

i find that the today advertisement quite interesting luh..
The girl turning clockwise or anti-clockwise de ya?

Clockwise means u like to think abt things, anti-clockwise like to do things ya?
When im thinking alot, the girl turn clockwise, if im ok it turns anti-clockwise..
LOL..
so see the girl i noe if im feeling ok or not not..

Cool hur?..

Nothing much to talk abt here.. i prefer keeping things to myself haha..
But i would like to clarify some stuffs..

To be continued..

Chapter 135

2009-08-05T01:37:00.006+08:00

Chapter 135 - Outing wif BFs.. and some thoughts..

A number of frens blogger affected.. lucky havent affect me yet.. (:

03/08/09

First time eating at swensen..
First time eating Lasagnia.. aiya.. dunno how to spell la..

Gay me..

Burst shots are fun.. :D

Group foto..

Cool seh?

Burst shots again.. (:

Took this after min say its hard to shoot her emo photo.. nope!.. its not hard at all!.. lol

Inspired by shannon chia:

Had fun la..
Thanks thanks..
Its good to go out wif them on a monday since mondays are sians..

And i noe is pathetic eating at swensens for the first time..
In our life, there are always first times.. (:
Although im abit slow la..

This year is also the first time i made it to the top student list.. kinda suprised as i got a 'U' in maths!.. lol
and im bottom two for the top student list.. lol.. that means if i dun work hard.. will get replaced lor..
So i decided to start studying.. Read history.. at least noe wad is happening now.. lol..
econs tmr..
and im making an effort to study maths too.. :/
must concentrate on studies liao.. cannot be emo alr..

or at least.. study more to distract me from feeling emo..

haiz..

To be continued..

Photos

2009-07-30T01:50:00.006+08:00

Photos and video.. and short post

Sorry for late post.. blogger got something wrong..
Many overdued photos..

My probs are sort out before blogger is ok.. lol.. so im ok now..

26/07/09

Went out wif min, nut and yi heen
Went orchard ion and some places.. lol

***

If im not wrong. this is taken at 15/07/09

Bowling wif classmates..

I like this photo.. Like everything oblivious to her.. lol(:

Yea.. i had fun..

****

17/07/09

Bowling wif sze kee, alouis and sean..

Funny uncle we met.. sean is cute too.. (:

After that pri sch outing..
LOL

To be continued..

2009-07-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

Wtf is wrong wif blogger?!?!

Fcuk it.. fcuk u.. and now i clear up the fcuking mess u make..

fat ass...

Chapter 134

2009-07-13T21:45:00.004+08:00

Chapter 134 - Good post about my current life.. You should read on.. (:

Slept at 12am yesterday..
Woke up at 1am and went back to bed..
And stayed in bed till 5am.. without sleeping..

They say before you die, ppl will often have flashbacks of their life..
Well..
Im thinking about my past.. Rememebering and reflecting..
Thats when i realised I've been stupid..
Some things i regret.. Some things.. no regrets at all..

And so i didn't sleep da whole night..thinking about my past..
Body clock got prob i guess..
Been working out till 5am and sleeping all the way till 3pm during da holidays..
Today.. I will revise my sleeping pattern..

MOB doesn;t look so good although the papers are not back yet..
That STUPID QUESTION LA!.. 6 marks gone i guess..
I hope getting back the history paper would pull me up tmr..
Before the maths paper pull me down again..

Fever today.. 37.5..
so stayed in school.. (trigger temp 37.6)
No mood to do anything really..
And i wanna be mean today.. easily irritated la.. due to the fever i guess..

This week will be tough..
After this week.. (If i survive this week that is..)
I think i will emerge as a different person..

I really shouldn't care anymore..

OH.. some happy news.. TCP made it to the papers today..
SO proud to be part of TCP..
Really am..
:D

To be continued...

Chapter 133

2009-07-06T05:04:00.002+08:00

Chapter 133

Sorry for the late update.. blogger had some probs..
k..

Exams are over.. all the best to those who still have them..
My exam papers are kinda..
Just see wad my results are.. Jus hoping for a pass for all..

Didn't sleep well during exam period..
Leading to headaches, sneezing and blanking out during the papers.. dam.. dam..

5th july..

Went out wif dinesh..
had my first cup of beer..
Its not that nice.. but i feel like drinking again.. haha..
Thanks for the treat bro..

Watched transformers later..
Not that bad like wad 8 days or straits times rate it..
Althought some parts are kinda.. =.= ya noe?.. (:

LIBERTY to DRINK claimed.. :D

To be continued..

The king has fallen

2009-06-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

Chapter 132 - The king has fallen..

Why do icons have such a tragic end..
Its really funny how their careers turnout and the way they leave suddenly..

Elvis Presley (January 8, 1935 – August 16, 1977)
I wasn't born during Elvis' high and lows..
But i became his fan when i was 16..
He truly is the King of rock..

Wasn't there during Elvis' sudden death that shooked the world...
But I could imagine it from wad happened on 25 June 2009..

Michael Jackson's death.. The king of Pop..
And i learned that M.J plans to have a concert soon.. WTH!..
Mixed feelings when i saw the news.. damn sad..
R.I.P
I dunno wad ppl will rmb him as.. But he truly is a pop icon that will live on..

Another icon died on the same day as michael..
Farrah Fawcett.. The icon of the 70s..
For those who do not noe her.. She is one of the original charlie's angels..
But was diagnosed with cancer on 2006..
And passed away on 25 June 2009 too..
I already miss M.J.. haix.. But he will live on... (:

******
Dun worry i dun bear grudges..

and...

Did i do anything wrong?.... wth la..

To be continued...

photos

2009-06-23T17:45:00.006+08:00

Photos..

Photos from 22nd june..

Photos from sze kee's filming.. taken from roof top.. (:

End..

Needs and wants

2009-06-23T16:43:00.004+08:00

Needs and Wants..

People have unlimited needs and wants.
When old wants are met, new wants arises.
Limited resoures plus unlimited needs and wants results in scarcity...
Therefore choices and to be made...

Which leads to a oppurtunity cost...

xxxxx

LOL.. If you do the same workout everyday, your body would get use to the workout and the workout is wasted.
You have to do new ones to strain your body and to shock it.. So that it will feel pain..

No wonder i felt nothing after doing 150 push ups yesterday.. -.-
Maybe i do 200 today?.. (:

XXXXXX

went out wif jill, juliet, ee chen, chu fang and her bf yest..
Photos will be uploaded once its in my com.. (:

time to off my com and start studying......

I already regretted somes things i should have done during the holidys siol..

Next few days...

2009-06-19T03:42:00.001+08:00

Heys frens..

wun be so contactable the next few days as i will be sending my phone for reapir.. will still reply ur smses.. but may take slower as im using my mum's phone..

Wun be coming online too.. Gonna put all my time to studying and working out.. (:

cya

Chapter 131

2009-06-15T02:25:00.007+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty One

I haven't blog for a long time.. Lazy to type.. Photos will do..
Gonna post photos that are so long time ago.. (:

Suprise Birthday cake from The Pinnacle ppl.. (:

30/05/09 -The awards Ceremony photos..

10th June 2009 - The farewell party

Im the "sounds control manager".. (: oh yea.. wore the same formal tee as i dun have other tees.. shopping time :(But I did have fun..Passing down of the key.. (:

Back to emoing.. (:

Our third outing.. Finally got photos.. Went out wif Juliet and Jill.. Watched 'Drag me to Hell'..

Best horror film i watched so far.. Strongly recommanded! :D

*******

13/06/09

Fireworks.. Rum and Rasin.. Wad more can i ask for?.. lol..

I did something stupid tho.. Hush Hush.. (:

*******

14/06/09

Went IT fair wif Sze Kee.. Crowded siol..

Bought thumb drive as computer was spoiling..

Sze Kee got her phone after wating for 3 hours..

Reached home.. Realised computer spoilt..

ANGRY!

Jus when i wanna save my files in it.. IT SPOILT?!?!

Waste my time getting the time drive LAH!

Went to the set up menu a few times..

Prayed..

Prayer granted..

Here i am..

Com gonna spoil soon i guess..

Thanks God.. (:

But i dun really believe.. :/

To be continued..

Chapter 130

2009-06-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty

On sunday, auditions for the 6th gen was held at rp..
Saw some really good ppl..
Kinda excited..
Looking forward to working wif them.. (:

Monday..
Didn't study..
Didn't go jordin house..
Instead Jerome came my house..
Walked around hougang after that..

Been working on the farewell party..
I think i did quite a good job wif the directing and editing of the comedy video..
Gonna post on my blog after the farewell party.. (:

Hope only brings despair..

To be continued..

Chapter 129

2009-06-06T00:22:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Nine

Today i really had the urge to spill the beans and let go of the burden...
Felt like telling someone..

Day proceeds.. i feel slightly better..
Hope.. (:

Really excited for sunday as we are gonna welcome the 6th gen..
and monday.. get to study wif jer and jordin again.. (:

To be continued..

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Eight

2009-06-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Eight

I guess.. i do not noe some ppl well enough..
I thought maybe..

The future is bleak..

To be continued..

Chapter 127

2009-06-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Seven

H1

GP- 28/100 U
MT-47/100 E
Maths 14/100 U

H2

MOB-22/100 U
Econs-53/100 D
POA-31/100 U

Chance upon my blog entry for the mid years exams results for 2008..
I dun wanna stray down the same path..

To be continued..

Chapter 126

2009-06-02T20:15:00.001+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Six

The awards ceremony was really rewarding..
Will blog about it once the results are released..

And thanks again, carson, shawn, isabella and nadia for coming down.. (:

*****
Haix.. wth.. kk..

Thats all

To be continued..

Chapter 125

2009-05-28T23:02:00.006+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Five

My birthday today..
I woke up without expectin much to happen..

Today i took the circle line..
It opens on the 28th may.. so cool la..
Share same birthday as me.. HAHA..
Serangoon station now is very big and bishan station is transform..
Kinda sad.. but kinda cool too.. (:
Took less den an hour to travel from hougang to Bukit Batok.. Haha
Travelling would be easier from now on..

Reached and chatted wif Jasvier and Gugan..
Although its my birthday..
I dun feel really excited or anything.. Kinda sad actually..
Which is kinda wierd.. lol..

Went assembly and a few classmates wished me happy birthday..
Lynn and yana wished me too..
Den the day proceeded fairly uneventful..
I realised a few ppl in MI share the same bday as me..
Some ppl were singing birthday song in the canteen..
While my class some ppl still dunno its my birthday.. so no song.. (:

As the day progresses.. things get kinda better..
HAd fun during the skills and connection workshop..
Learnt skills that would be useful in da future..

This is Audi mirroring Fahmy's pose..
Kinda cool hur?..
Farah drew on my left hand..

While shaqhil drew on my right..

I didn't realise that wif these things on my hands.. EVERYONE will noe today is my birthday.. wth..

But thanks guys.. (:

After the workshop.. Met lynn who told me she had something to talk about..

She told me there are some changes in drama but turns out its a lie..

Turns out she wants to gimme the present she and yana bought for me..

Awww...

Actually yana and lynn plan to wait for me to end school to give me the present but the workshop end too late and yana had to leave.. But thanks YANA!

Really heartwarming for me la.. Thanks.. It made my birthday felt better..

Took the train wif lynn and she dropped at yishun while the ppl in the train are staring at my hands.. -.-

Oh ya.. and this is the presnt Lynn and Yana got for me..

Liberty to Drink!!.. HAHA!

Best part.. While using com, my mum asked me go living room and there was the cake..

Was damn suprised and touched la..

Really didn't expect it..

And mum nearly cried when she gave a birthday speech..

Awww..

"Hug" her..

Here is my cake..

*****

Im 18 now..

It really time to grow up and act like a man..

I wun let those who have faith in me down..

OH ya.. and after eating the cake.. IM coughing like crazy.. at least once every minute..

Coughing while blogging right now..

I believe it is because of my anger and not infection lor.. Because after coughing for a few days now..

My throat dun feel sore.. Wierd hur?..

But i took cough mixture le.. so friends dun worry yea?..

One of my happiest birthdays in my life and I wanna thank those that made it special.. (:

To be continued...

Chapter 124

2009-05-27T23:46:00.005+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Four

27th May 2009

Today got GP exam..
Choose to do the topic on religion, whether it divides or unites..
Im jus hoping for a pass..

Happy Birthday Miss Quek.. (:
The drama society loves you.. and miss jam of course.. haha.. (:

Presenting to ya.. Rachel, da eMo Bunny.. (:

Left school after singing the song..

Wanted to spend my last day being 17 in a special way..

Wanted to go back HIHS drama but theres no practice so i jus went home and slept till the eveining..lol

Im gonna be 18 soon..

Time to be a man and do the right thing..(*cheena accent)

Damn.. I would miss being 17..

Feel kinda sad that i wun be 17 again..

LOL..

I feeling kinda better in the morning.. Thanks fot the concerns..

But the anger is still within me, and the coughing continues..

The clock strikes 12..

Im 18 now..

But i dunno if i have anything to look forward to.. .

Happy Birthday to my Twin Min.. Hope ya gonna have a better day than i am.. (:

Take care and best wishes for the yrs ahead..

We shall celebrate formally at 21 yea?.. haha..

To be continued..

Chapter 123

2009-05-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Three

I found out that one of my nightmares is true..
And im so damn f**king pissed..
You can say it will affect my life slighly..
Im gonna take the red line to school from today onwards..
And it change my defination for a few things..

So mad that i actually fell sick..
Blood boiling around my face for a few hours before i managed to cool down..
Started coughing like mad.. and im still coughing..
And i feel like vomiting.. -.-
Tmr got GP.. wth..

many little things pissed me off once in a while today.. because of my bad mood i guess...
Shall not say anything and think too much..

I will be fine.. (:

Wanted to let out the bad air during pe.. thought can run and stuff..
But no.. ask us to stay in push up position for a long time.. f la..
With the bad air still within me..
I will get more sick..

I believe in Karma...

To be continued..

Chapter 122

2009-05-25T00:28:00.003+08:00

Chapter Twenty Two

23/05/09

I recovered..
It seems really sudden that i fell sick and sudden recovery.. lol

Went for the last rehersal for the awards practice before the actual date itself..
The pinnacle people gave me a birthday suprise..
Was really suprised..
Lol.. Saw the cake and was like, ermmm.. its for me hur?.. lol..
Thanks sean, who knew my birthday through facebook.. So thanks facebook.. lol
Celebrated vionna's birthday as well.. (:

And den went to catch movie wif min, nUt and yi heen..
Night in the museum 2..

In the cinema,

Chris: How long is the movie?
Min: 105
Chris: So it end at?
Min: 8.35 plus 105.. 9.40pm ba..
Chris: Oooo.. okok..

After movie,

Chris: You sure you dun wanna tell your parents you are going home late?
Min: Dun need la..
Chris: Its 10 le..
Min: Dun need la..
Chris: 10.40pm le..
Min: O.O seriously?

LOL!!!..
When min told me 105 in the cinema, she actually meant 105 mins..
LOL.. which meant that it 1 hr 45 mins long.. wth..
Movie turns out to be ok.. wif a few funny clips here and there...

On the way home, there is this wierd uncle that kip on looking at us..

Photos will be posted next time.. (:

******
24/05/09

Had nightmares..

To be continued..

Chapter 121

2009-05-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

Chapter One hundred and Twenty One

I shall sleep after blogging..
Promised sean.. (:

This morning.. reached bukit batok at 7.45am..
Den i couldn't board the 174 bus as there are alot of ppl..
Den the bus went away and alot of ppl have the "OH SHIT im gonna be LATE" face..
Which kinda worries me..

The next bus is not coming..
Precious seconds are passing by..
Before long.. Its 7:51am
Ppl start taking taxi liao..

Den i decide to do something crazy..
RAN TO SCHOOL..
Reached school at 7:56 whcih was WOW!
You can actually reach school in 5 mins by foot..
ANd i caught up wif the 174 bus in school..

Den i was sweating like mad..
LOL..
MAde it to school on time.. (:

Den after school had drama..
After drama went to watch john and edwin have dinner..
After theri dinner.. saw syarf and masuri and trained ome wif syarf..

NICe convertsation..
Nice talking to you syarf! train home more often next time..
Now i noe the truth.. but that doesn't change anything? does it?..

On the way home..
Legs start aching.. hands start aching.. stomach pain.. damn tired.. body numb..
took my temp and its 38.4..
Highest temp since two yrs..

BUT tmr got pinnacle practice and outing wif min, nUt and yi heen..
I better get well by tmr..

Wish me good health..
Niites...

To be continued..

Chapter 120

2009-05-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twenty

I feel damn &#(&#( now..
Jus wanna smack that ass..
lol..

I should have known that im not the only one..
Of course there would be other ppl..

******
Feeling quite happy about something tho..

*****
My bro screwed up the Java settings of my com..
Can't watch youtube or listen to music online now..
Anyhow download stuffs.. Dammit la..

******
19/05/09

Had a long talk with Fahmy about religions..
Its damn interesting la..
Havent had such a religious talk wif someone for so long le..
Thanks Fahmy.. haha

Oh ya.. and thanks to vivienne and Dinesh who came by on 16th may.. (:

To be continued..

Chapter 119

2009-05-19T01:53:00.004+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen

LOL.. was playing with the leftover Henna at our stall..
And now.. I'm stuck wif this thing on my hand for the next few days.. lol..
But at least my right hand has farah's heart on it.. (:

*****

I find that im blogging more on my feelings than the events on my life recently..

Im kinda feeling a bit regretful now. :X

Coz i didn't do things tat i wanna do and i may not have the chance.. haiz..

Shall not think too much..

I think there is a history test later on in the day.. hiaz..

kk..

Shall go off now..

Ciaos..

To be continued..

Chapter 118

2009-05-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen

MI INK is TODAY!.. OUR POSTER!
Finally its gonna be over..
This thing may be tiring but it bond our class together somehow..
HAd fun shopping and working on these stuffs wif my classmate.. THANKS..

Cartoon i did.. Its ok if ya dunno wad it means.. lol

******
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEROME!..
Thanks bro for all the times we spent together.. (:

The drama performance is today too..
After so many weeks of practice.. Its gonna be over..
And i will miss those times.. (:
JIA YOU K!!!

******

Everybody meet da (EMO) ninja tortise.. :D
Thats all... (:

To be continued...

Chapter 117

2009-05-12T23:04:00.006+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen

Hey GUYS and GALS.. Meet my new BeAR..
FUZZY WUZZY!.. Isn't he a cutie?.. (:
******
OMG.. Im wearing heels.. (:

Kulvin teaching me how to walk on heels..

HAH.. I can walk on heels le!..

Wearing heels = Same height as Ma xin (:

*****

Feelings as of 12/05/09

I dunno..

Feeling kinda sucky now..

There are alot of things going around me that i am unaware of..

Damn..

WTH la..

OMG..

LOL..

sorri

Feeling kinda disappointed..

But nvm..

Lets see how things go yea alrite?.. (:

To be continued...

Chapter 116

2009-05-10T01:23:00.003+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen

MI INK's second advertisement poster by JAck Sparrow aka Fahmy
Third one coming out.. (:

MI INK @ MI carnival.. 16th MAY!.. do support..

*****
09/05/09

Me and Min's lunar birthday today..
Happy Lunar Birthday sister!..

Today went city hall at 1.45pm to meet Din to collect Carnival coupon money..
Walked around and left to meet the MI INK group memebers for today's meeting..
Met Nan at the MRT station and waited for Fahmy..
We were unable to find him as he lost his phone..

We waited for about about 1 hour and Nan decided to leave..
I decided to wait for another 10 mins before going..
Although its impossible to locate him i felt that he would appear..
And when just about i wanna leave.. I SAW FAHMY!.. LOL!

In the end, Nan took a train back and the three of us went Bras Besah to shop for the materials..
Nan left when we finished buying the materials and me and jack stayed back to design the banner..
Went Esplanade to work on it..
Den went home after tat.. Yup..

To be continued...

Chapter 115

2009-05-09T00:00:00.007+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen

Came across some pictures today..
Izzit me or does this advertisement bothers you?.. If I had a blue M&M chocolate in mouth wen i saw this.. I will spit it out la!

SEE! gave poor kitty a shock.. :(

*****

07/05/09 (Part 2)

History test turns out to be open book.. (:

Economic test was postpone..

MOB case study wasn't checked by teacher..

Econ case study was done in time.. (:

NAPFA 6 stations results:

1. Sit and Reach - 41cm

2. Standing Board Jump - 251cm

3. Shuttle Run - 9.1s

4. Pull up - 8

5. Sit up - 50

6. 2.4Km run - 11mins 20 secs

I secured a gold.. (: quite contented.. :/

*****

08/05/09

BAckache.. Due to NAPFA yesterday.. Strain some muscles i guess..

But pain means good.. means body working.. (:

No class for school today.. Jus preparing for MI carnival..

After that went drama..

Quite fun today..

Den trained home wif Lynn and Yana..

*****

I have this urge to study everytime im heading home.. but the journey is so long that i lose the feeling by the time im home.. lol..

EC has EP but EC is P in my E.. sorry..

To be continued..

Chapter 114

2009-05-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen

As requested by Suhaila, i shall now post another Korean Kid video..
May appear boring.. But watch for a minute and i believe u would wanna watch on.. (:
I like the dance battle at the last part.. :D

*****
05/05/09

2.4km run.. 11 mins 20 secs.. Quite dissappointed.. Will re run if have chance..
Went nUt's block underneath to borrow his tee.. Tanks..
On the way home..
Some primary school kids in the school bus smile and wave at me.. So sweet la.. (:

*****

06/05/09

Went CNPB to defer my National Service..
Had to surrender my phone.. Off it..
And when i on it.. Phone got prob.. I can't sms at all.. until late afternoon den return to normal..
Sorry for late reply of smses to frens.. :(

Went drama after school..
Kinda dissapointed wif the prectice today..
Couldn't get into my fairy role..
And one of the seniors got mad today..
And the venue for the performance have changed.. Can't imagine wad will happen on that day..
HAIX!

*****
07/05/09

MOB case study - DUE today
ECONS case study - DUE today

HISTORY test -TODAY
ECONS test - TODAY
5 STATIONS - TODAY

Pls let me have a fever in the morning.. pls pls pls..

To be continued..

Chapter 113

2009-05-05T00:34:00.006+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen

Been hearing this song everywhere lately.. XD

Korean Kids are cute.. OMG!..MUST WATCH!

*****
04/05/09

Found a clothes peg in my bag today and was having fun wif it the whole day!.. (:
Was really high during GP lesson and poor Suhaila had to suffer from my crap..
Im not sick today lor..
Temperature about 37.1

The flu thingy is really getting serious nowadays..
But Singapore won't kena ba..
Hope it won't..
And i hope it will be over soon.. (:

AND STOP CALLING IT SWINE FLU..
lol..
Its called the H1N1 virus.. (:
It's not caused by pigs la.. and comsumption of pork oso wun cause the flu..
And so far, no pigs are found with the virus..
Its jus that it originated from a pig farm i think.. :/

Thats it..

To be continued...

Chapter 112

2009-05-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Twelve

Booth my group is setting up at the MI carnival.. Do drop by to support!.. (:
Poster desgin by Fahmy aka Capt Jack Sparrow.. :D

*****
30/4/09

Went Vivo after school and walked around with Jordin and Jerome..
Nice time together.. (:
Oh.. And maths test was postpone on tat day..

*****
01/5/09

Slept till 5pm..
Dam shiok..

******
02/5/09

Went to study wif Chicken Pau and the girl who went up the hill to fetch a pail of water..
Did my econs homework.. (:

Thats all i guess.. (:

To be continued..

Chapter 111

2009-04-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

Chapter One Hundred and Eleven

Hey Jude.. (:

*****
Many things to blog about.. But i may have forgotten most of them..
Gonna have maths test today..
Gonna flunk..
And I havent do MOB yet.. sian..

I gotta sat my piorities right..
Set my decisions..

Listening to BBC recently.. Suprisngly interesting..

TIRED!

sian..

LQVE.. thats the word for this week..

To be continued..