Monday, June 05, 2006
2nd june:Ermmm...harmony concert... it went...ermmm...ok... i tink the audience did laugh at me ba...inot sure... i very focus ma...but my legs were trembling...nearly slipped...hahas... ermmm...after concert gathered with mass choir pp....played...very high...shouting...wa...a night i will never forget....after tat went playground with them... the others played blind mice...i played two rounds... jus two rounds onli leh...but i did something stupid...stepped somewhere i shouldnt have... i really dunno... really SORRY...After tat played true or dare... hahas... expected more from them... after tat they went home... but i went back to the playground... i sat there looking at the sky...thinking of....something....
3rd june:i opened my eyes...i can't believe it...i slept at the playground!!!...just kidding...hahas.... i went home yesterday...thinking of something...its killing me...discussed with "a fren" wad is the solution for my problem...i didnt agree to the idea at first.... but its the onli way i guess...
4th june:midnight of 4th june...jus do it...my hands turned cold...den my blood turned cold too...my heart.....JUST DO IT...i took the knife..... down it strike...at my sister's head...hahas...kidding again...i dun even have sister....hahas.... but i did something...something...