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Hi!.. I'm Christopher Chee Sheng Chan

I'm born on 28th May 1991. I love watching tv, collecting comics, drawing and drama..

People who dunno me well think I'm quiet..
People who think they know me better knows I'm Funny..
People who know me well knows I'm not really funny..
Well, That all you have to know about me i guess.


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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Chapter Twenty Two

Ok.. This is the last time im gonna blog about OH and me being Emo.. I mean.. You all must be kinda bored now isn't it?.. Everyday come my blog and the first thing u see is either EMO or OH..
Lols.. Its just not right man...(or woman).. XD
U all not sian i oso sian le..
So..
This is the last time.. (unless u all want to ask about OH again den i make u all sian again..)

#Part One : Me? Emo? Nope...

OK.. Im officially not emo.. Found out about this at Friday 21st of Dec..
If im not emo.. Wad am I?..
I dunno.. Maybe im worse than Emo.. lols..
No la.. The word to describe me now is empty..
Hmmm.. Maybe i learnt to accept things as they are and im trying to.. ermmm.. cure my heart?.. (that sound so wrong)
But sometimes to cure things.. We must break it down and rebuild it..
Im still in the process of breaking down i guess.. (that sound so wrong too)

#Part Two: The songs of my blog (yesterday and for u i will)

Ok.. These two songs are kinda explaining my feelings right now..
The song 'Yesterday' talks about remembering the good times in the past which are gone by now..
It talks about regrets and changes that time caused..
Time changes everything..
Love, friendship, people, places... etc..
But..

There is nothing time can't heal.. (ironic hur?...)

#Part Three : Ermm. So wad about OH?

Ermmm.. That kinda hard to explain..
Recently when im replying her messages.. To be honest.. Im not happy.. And when im re-read my replies.. i found out that i didn't hide my unhappiness..
Wad makes me unhappy?...
I dunno.. Maybe its because of the message content or something..
Something like this has happened in the past..
I dun want it to happen again.. But im not preventing it though...
Dun misunderstand though.. I still love her.. But..
Maybe its because of her plan to avoid me..
Yeap.. I noe she is hiding something.. Trying her best to avoid me ..
Yup.. I know it..
And you noe how it feels to pretend that I dun know her plan?..
It feels stupid.. I felt angry..
I jus want HER to tell ME the truth..

I jus read her e mail.. telling me the truth( i dun think its the complete truth though.. But its enough)
I got wad i wanted her to do..
And do i feel happy now?..

And with that chapter twenty two comes to an end......

To be continued...

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Coming up next >>>>Chapter Twenty Three - My recent outings



Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Chapter Twenty One

ok..

recently my bro bought a new phone..

its a sony ericsson.. Its kinda nice la.. That makes me consider whether to have nokia or sony ericsson for my new phone..

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Went out wity yi heen and xiao min on the 24th of dec..
went to watch National treasure together.. Felt so grat to be with my (ex)classmates again.. :)

Den i went tiong bahru to buy keychains for my nephews, niece and cousins..
Got bullied by my colleuges when im purchasing the keychains.. lols.. they didn't want to give the change back to me until 10 mins later.. lols..

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Btw.. The drama outing..

*Situation one
Very few people replied on the friendster.. so im quite pissed off la...
But nisha offered to helped...
SO NISHA CONTRIBUTED ALOT FOR THIS OUTING...

*Situation Two
Its hard to confirm the venue, the time and the number of people going..
And thank god that i met Ester at msn..
She helped me decide the movie, the place and was willing to help confirm the number of people going..
SO ESTER ALSO CONTRIBUTED ALOT FOR THIS OUTING..

*Situation Three
Change of plans, change of movie, change of venue, change of number of people going.. People cant decide whether they wanna go or not..
So if we really have a outing..
ITS GOD WHO CONTRIBUTED THE MOST FOR THIS OUTING..

Of course before that got people plan for the outing...
>>>ANDI started the idea..
>>>ARINA tried to organize..
>>>and the others that have contibuted in one way or another.. :)

THANK U!!!!!!!!

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Christmas party 2007 (relatives)

This time i counting how many cousins, niece and nephews are there..

Cousin Joseph (age 40 plus) and his wife tracy..
and their kids(my nieces and nephews)
John(age 19)
James(age 17)
Jasmine(age 14)
Jamie(age ??)

Cousin Magret (age 40 plus) and her husband (dunno his name)
and their kids..
Rachel(age 16)
Bryan (age 14)
Brandon (age ??)
Darren (age ??)

Cousin Theresa (age 40 plus) and her husband..(dunno his name XD)
and their kids
Marie(age 10)
Jeremy(age 7)

Cousin David (age 40) and his wife mary ann..
and their kids..
Ignesious (age 19)
Matthew (age 16)

Cousin Kelly (age 40) and her husband Simon (50 Plus!!)
and their kids..
Olivia(age 16)
Olethea(age 8)

Cousin Natalie (age 7)

Lols.. I got 3 nephews older than me.. lols..

Btw.. Merry Christmas everyone!!! :)..

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Wow.. my post so long.. Btw sorry for not blogging for so long.. no idea wad to write..
Since my post so long... i will end here.. :)..

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Why am i not emo?..
What about OH?..

hahahas.......

Tat will be on chapter Twenty Two.. :)

sorry for breaking my promise.. :(
the post too long la...

to be continued...


Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Chapter Twenty

Went for 2 sincerity class chalet from 12 dec to 13 dec at costa sand resorts..

We played majong.. evil eye and soccer..

lols.. i never sleep at all.. so after the chalet.. i was so tired..

But i still went to play pool with shawn and wei jie..

after i reached home.. i jus fell asleep..............

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Actually wanted to watch alvin and the chip munks with xiao min and shannon on monday.. But shannon not free.. haiz.. so no outing..

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Received my pay recently.. gave 2/3 to my mum and kept 1/3 for myself....

bought a few new tee shirts and a new bag(which sucks)..

hahas..

my life is boring..

to be continued..



Monday, December 10, 2007

Chapter Nineteen

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She gave one wish for him.. Thats how much she loves him..
Thinking about it.. I believed anybody would give one of their wishes to the one they love..
I certainly would had done it for her....

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Since last sunday (2nd dec) i had been having a slight flu.. but went fliming anyway.. It affected my acting as a pervert by a bit.. but i wun use it as an excuse..

Den monday (3rd dec) i recovered.. But went to play catching..

Tuesday (4th dec) woke up feeling tired and my muscles were pain due to catching.. and my flu was back.. Den i slipped and fall on my head at home.. black out for a slight moment..hurt my head and my leg..

Wednesday (5th dec) Flu recovered.. Found out that i not only hurt my leg and head.. I sprained my neck while falling too.. and as i was not able to run with my leg hurt.. i got caught in the rain..

Thursday (6th dec) Flu came back.. This time with a slight itch in my throat.. Started coughing.. Went to see a sin sei regarding my sprained neck.. CRACK.. my neck was back to normal.. but the neck muscles still hurt though..

Friday (7th dec) Flu gone.. but i had sore throat and i started coughing.. non stop.. neck muscles still hurt..

saturday (8th dec) still coughing non stop.. went for andrew's concert.. but when i reached there.. there was no ticket.. went back hougang.. Ate macs as i was emo at that time.. looks like my sore throat wun get better.. neck muscles ok le..

sunday (9th dec) sore throat got worst as i ate macs.. still coughing.. non stop..

So.. for an entire week.. i was sick or injured.. hahas..

Downloaded gunbound.. playing it to get my mind off things.. get my mind off.. OH..................

To be continued..


Monday, December 03, 2007

Chapter Eighteen

Long time never blog le...

Got alot of things happening these few weeks..

My dial up service change to broadband le.. So now watching youtube le.. seldom log in in friendster or blogger..

BTw.. Recently i get to noe so many new people..
People from my work place (office)
People form my work place (roadshow)
And people from TCP(the changing point)

Its kinda interesting la.. Cause from the office.. I got to noe an indian from india and from the roadshow.. i got to noe chinese from china.. So got to noe people from other countries..
I got along quite well with some of them too. hahahas..

I went for an audition for a online show called "'the changing point".. I was quite confident la.. With frens who dun like acting and im the only one acting always, i got a few good remarks about my acting.. so i went for the audition.. And the judges gave me alot of advices that on my acting.. I have alot of things to improve on my acting.. So wanna thak the judges la.. (:

But i got a role on TCP la.. But i didn't have a stable role.. Im a crazy person in season one but a pervert in season two.. And i couldn't adapt the change from a crazy person to a pervert.. So im kinda dissapointed in myself..

Will improve myself de..
Its a promise..

to be continued..

PS: Below is the appearance of my role as a crazy person in 'the chnaging point'...
Give me ur comments ba..
To watch the full version of 'the changing point'.. view my linked pages.. :)