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Welcome :(




Hi!.. I'm Christopher Chee Sheng Chan

I'm born on 28th May 1991. I love watching tv, collecting comics, drawing and drama..

People who dunno me well think I'm quiet..
People who think they know me better knows I'm Funny..
People who know me well knows I'm not really funny..
Well, That all you have to know about me i guess.


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Friday, August 29, 2008

Chapter Sixty Five

Ok.. got something to blog about today..
Actually i was gonna RANT on this blog de.. But thanks to Rachel.. My blog is spared.. hehe..

But i think i shall still blog about emo stuffs.. But will cut down though..

Woke up..
Went school.. dunno why.. But i not happy with some people.. not because they did anything though..
Its jus that something is WRONG with me.. lols.. but i dunno wad..
celebration ended.. was quite ok la..
i felt that i could do a better imitation of IVAN LIM.. hehe..

Saw rachel.. wish her happy teacher's day cause she taught me accounting..
den i told her i emo sometime later and she was damn kind to offer listening ears la..

ya.. we chat and took a bus to west mall and start walking around aimlessly as we both dun feel like going home..
Took the red line with her.. and she alighted at sebawang while i alighted at ang mo kio..
lols..
den after that she called me and we started talking on the phone for like 1 hour..


Never talk on the phone for so long for years...... cause im using pre paid card for a more than a year ma.. so cannot talk on phone for too long... But now change to plan le.. hahas

Lucky i chat with her.. or else really gonna rant on the blog le......
ya.. and i ate 3 packets of instant noodle for lunch..
hahas..

ya.. i guess thats it.. cya...

To be continued...

PS: read finish 'You are here' le.. haiz...


Thursday, August 28, 2008

Nothing much to blog about today... So shall not start a chapter..

So.. let me blog about a second emo poem i wrote!!!

Emo poem No. 2 :

Im not crying by christopher chee

Tears flow down,
I'm out of town.
Walking in the desert,
Wishing for a dessert.
It's been months since I left,
A day to live is all I have.
I'm not afraid to die,
just afraid to lose my sweetie pie.
A sandstorm is raging,
my life is running.
Death in near,
whispering in my ear.
Its funny that I shall die like this,
Not one but you i shall miss.
You saw my cry?..
Heh, thats just a sand in my eye...

Im going to go off now and read 'You are here' by Low Kay Hwa now..
Halfway through le..

cya.. (:



Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I took a fancy in writing poems recently...
Its even more difficult than writing music..
Felt better after writing out poems..

Emo peom no. 1:

Took a few minutes to write the poem... Took the time to think of rhyming words..
Only jerome understands the poem..

Eleven is the date by christopher chee

Eleven is the date,
when i decide my fate,
So send me your flowers.
before i go for the tower.
Should i crash the plane?
Can i bear the pain?
I really don't know,
though the answer should be no.
Im a loser,
not a sucide bomber.
Losing power,
eating me like cancer.
Listening to techno,
turning to emo.
Flipped the dime,
Now is the time.
The clock strikes at eleven,
took one last look at heaven.
The flowers you gave,
is waiting for me on my grave.

I stand in awe of my random-ness...


Saturday, August 23, 2008

Chapter Sixty Four

24/08/08:

today..
went school...
prize giving ceremony ENG JIA got MVP for silat... Congrats.. (:
After school accompany the rest to KFC and left qithout eating anything for Patrick's peotry slam thingy...
Agreed to help him act..
During the workshop.. They had a mini competiyion.. wrote a poem about life and death and won second place..

The poem:

The flesh rots..
Smell comes from the corpse..
As this life comes to ease..
The others starts to feast...

Lols.. kinda suprised... den had a second competition.. this time is group de..
The theme is inconsiderate singaporeans..
I came up with an idea linking singaporeans who fight for sits in the mrt train to war..
lols..
den came up with the story line while taking some words from the group members..
in the end 2nd place again..
lols.. i find that poems are harder to write than songs...

workshop end at 6 plus..
Eng jia and jerome was waiting for me and shake...
Went sub way and share sandwich with Eng jia..
Trained with them and me and shake alighted at bugis for the drama performance at national library..

went home after the play... which was about 11 plus..

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23/08/08:

today mum bought for me a new phone..
Cause the old one keep running out of battery..
the phone was damn ex.. $298..
cannot trade in cause phone spolit.. or else its worth $100...

The last time i change phone..
I was more grateful to god than mum...
this time..
im damn grateful to my mum.....

Felt damn guilty after she bought the phone for me.......

therefore..
I promise to reply her smses asap from now on....
treat her better from now on...
save money from now on..
STUDY from now on...

To be continued..


Thursday, August 21, 2008

Chapter Sixty Three

today...
On the way to school.. Battery flat.. Den switch on after one hour.. battery full again..
Stupid phone.. lols

For PE.. we did skipping.. long time never skip le.. quite fun.. lols..

Quite un eventful in school..

After school played basketball with jerome.. 1 v 1..
won with 7-6..
Not tha i better than him.. he dun have luck and he didn't try to block me.. lols..

Went home after that...

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LAst post..
I say im gonna blog about a song i wrote in the past..
Wrote it at 2006.. cause that time damn emo..
lols..

Fairytale by christopher chee

Verse one:

This is a story of a girl and a boy..
They fell in love and became a couple..
They made a promise, to be with each other forever..
And never will they split..
Is this familiar?.. Like a fairytale?..
With happy endings, until ever after..
But life is different, not like those tales..
The tales deceive me, but i hope the tales are true to you..

Chorus:

Life isn't always like in a fairytale..
Happiness isn't always what you feel..
Only lucky ones get to live happily ever after..

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The song is incomplete though.. lols...

To be continued..


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Chapter Sixty Two

Cut hair liao...

Today walked around with Jerome... Yi ping.. En jia.. and Brandon.. Damn funny.. lols..

After school.. played basketball...

Den went to chat with pauline and li yong...
Like one song because Pauline kept singing and singing and singing......

Went home with li yong..
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Wanted to blog about a song i wrote..
But forget it.. next time...
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Jerome is addicted to Low Kay Hwa... hahahahas....

To be continued..


Friday, August 15, 2008

Chapter Sixty One - 15/08/08

dunno wad to blog.. nobody reading anyways..

Yesterday... Rachel taught me accounting.. thanks..
Yesterday.. Kinda freaky too...

Today... normal day i think...
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Yesterday i thought of lots of random things...

Like if i were to commit sucide (which i won't, don't you worry), i would jump infront of an oncoming bus...

And i have the sudden urge to cut my hair.. Which i think i will.. i will cut till damn short..
Shortest in years ba..
Dunno why i wanna do this..
Jus wanna.... CUT AWAY MY FRIN...or at least cut off most of it...

I don't wanna be emo...

And this friend of mine.. He has been cold to me..
I don't blame him.. i blame myself..
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I have a feeling everything will change.....
starting from my blog song..... its like...
Its like..... echos... from the past.....

soon.... my blogskin will change too...

soon....

soon...
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I promised my blog viewers and myself never to post anything emo about my love life...
I kept it.. yeah.... (:
Keep up the good work chirs...

To be continued...


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Chapter Sixty - TCP awards ceremony 10/08/08

Went to the TCP awards ceremony.. Kinda like a TCP wrap party..
Its a kinda big event in TCP.. So sean invited quite alot of people for the event...
The event was kinda entertaining with sean's hosting and performances by guests and TCP very own dance group.. (:
Oh ya.. we also screen TCP episode ten one month before the rest.. lols.. Its the first draft though.. They gonna edit it..
I had a scene in episode ten.. Acting as a pervert.. Den when my scene came out.. I WAS DAMN EMBARSSED LA!...
Imagine 30 plus people watching you act as a pervert......... -. -'''
LOLS!..
After the ceremony.. Some of us played balloon volleyball ....damn funny!....hahas..
Left for home soon..
Took bus home with Jun hong..... (:

Took photos of course.. (:



Me and Kelly... (:

From 4 of us....
TO... TA DAA.....(i find my face ruining the entire picture)

Balloon Volley...
TCP family!.. (:


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Hey friends.. As a friend.. Im gonna reccommand a good book to you.. (:

Its 'I believe you' by a LOCAL writer Low Kay Hwa (lols.. he quite BHB though.. Name BIGGER than the title.. lols)
ITS a very good book though.. (:
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I Believe You:

Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls:
She studies at a top Junior College, has a girl-next-door look and has good results.
However, deep on her heart, she holds a secret:
She believes that she has a curse.
She believes that every bad thing she said will come true.

Jacky Wu is an ideal price charming:
He is good in his studies and has girls waiting to hold his hand.
He smiles every few minutes and often cracks jokes.
However, he, too, holds a deep secret.
When their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic love story takes place...

"What if you have no tomorrow to look forward to?"
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lols.. i believe we should support young promising local writers.. (he is only 23!)
Strangely.. His books aren't found in any bookstores.. Only at blog shops...
And it cost a BOMB.. $12.. lols.. (at least to me that is)

kk cya around.. (:


To be continued...


Monday, August 11, 2008

Chapter Fifty Nine - 09/08/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

I went out at 6 plus to meet up with my ex classmates to watch fireworks..
They met up earlier to watch 'Money not enough 2'
Never watch because i watch before le.. lols...
anyways...
Met up with them at the cathay...

I know I look gay....

After that.. went city hall for dinner.. Ate at 'the pizza house'




Lols.. We were halfway through when we heard.. BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM..
Den we started guessing whther it was the fireworks..
Cause it was only 8.. and NDP normally ends at 9...
Zi Xiang suggested that it was the cannons.. lols..
Shannon called his mum and confirmed that it was the fireworks.... lols..

We went out of raffles city to train back to hougang only to discover that the NDP audiences have been released!.. hahas.. AND THE MRT STATION WAS SO CROWDED!...

We started walking towards marina square to take bus back to hougang.. lols.. we walked against the human current who were walking towards the MRT station............

Took Bus service 107M.. Reached hougang in the end.. and played pool.... Won 2 out of 3 games.. hehehehe...

To be continued...



Thursday, August 07, 2008

Chapter Fifty Eight

05/08/08:

Went to watch 'Money not enough 2' with sherman..
Actually wanted to watch dark knight de... But the show is at 9pm!.. so we decided to watch other show lor..

'Money not enough 2' reviews:

It wasn't very funny... Usually Jack Neo films make me laugh lile crazy one...
But not this film..
The finacial problems in the show couldn;t relae to teens..
Yet.. Jack Neo was still able to catch the touching moments of everyday life..
The last hour is draggy but very touching..
I didn't cry though.. BUT MANY DID.. lols..

Oh ya.. And this girl in my school acted as Jack Neo's in show daughter.. Damn envious..

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06/08/08:

Went vivo at 4 plus.. Bought 2 tickets of te 8:25 slot for dark knight..
went home and went vivo again..
MET dinesh and proceeded to watch the movie...

The dark Knight reviews:

HEATH LEDGER IS AWESOME....
HE ACTED SO WELL.. YOU WUN even think he is acting...
YOU WILL THINK HE REALLY IS THE CHARACTER......

AWESOME...FAR BETTER THAN I EXPECTED!!!!!!

The movie is also damn dark though.. lols.. Not suitable for kids and people who have a fear of clowns...
hehe....

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Movie ended at 11pm.. Went out of the theatre and saw something i never seen before...........




VIVO IS EMPTY.. lols...... O.o

To be continued...


Monday, August 04, 2008

Chapter Fifty Seven

01/08/09:

Normal school day... Den went drama.. I was kinda early.. Talk to Shake about religion again.. lols..
Shake is the only muslim that could talk to me about Islam in a not so serious manner..
Everytime we talk about religion, we would have a good laugh about our religion's history and practices...
Lols... In about a few more chapters.. I will start posting about my views on religion..
Keep a lookout if you're interested.. (:

Oh yea.. Back to my story.. After drama, i straight away said bye to my drama mates and rush out from the drama room..
Meeting my sec school friends.. Yi heen, Shannon, Xiao min to catch THE DARK KNIGHT...
SO HAPPY LA.. cause finally can watch BATMAN LE!!!..
Met xue ting on the train and told her i watching DARK KNIGHT.. Den xue ting told me she rather watch THE MUMMY.
Alighted at outram park and met Shi Qi and Shi Ying.. lols.. so qiao la..
Alighted at Douby Ghaut only to find out that THE DARK KNIGHT tickets SOLD OUT LE!...
Damn dissappointed and happy at same time..
SAd because cannot watch batman.. Happy because BATMAN is so popular that even after its realease for 2 weeks.. its still a FULL HOUSE!..
hahas,, so we watch THE MUMMY instead.. looks like xue ting's "curse" worked..

The mummy is quite ok la.. Good graphics!..
Some parts really funny too though.. Like the part where the chinese mummies understanded ENGLISH!.. lols..
Jet LI acting still SUXS.. Everytime he kena punch.. he will give that stupid shock face.. lols..

Its good to get together with sec school friends..
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02/08/09 MI MART:

Reached Douby Ghaut at around 9 plus.. although my shift was 2 to 4pm
Ermmm..
Sales was kinda good in the morning.. But after a while it got quite boring.. (:
Went to lunch with sherman at mac...
Went back stall...
lols.. Sometime during the noon..
Went walking around with Hui Jie and Jerome...
Cause really no customers...
Quite fun walking around.. hehe..
But i went back occasionally to check on the sales..
Den went i went back.. I spotted BAO CHUAN!.. from my sc school...
LOLS.. and i persuded her to buy my one dollar soap.. hehe...
Den stayed at stall till dinner time and went to find hui jie again..
Wanted to go dinner together wit Jerome and Hui jie..
Met Jordin and we went around searching for food... kinda fun.. (:
Jordin and Jerome found food.. But the food like cannot eat till full de.. so never buy..

After "dinner".. we went back to our respective stall..
By then, the price of each stall had already dropped.. Wanted to buy something from Hui jie's stall but she told me to wait for the price to drop lower first.. LOLS!
Everybody was competing for customers as we wanna clear our stocks... shouting everywhere..
Suddenly everyone have the mood to do business!!!.. hahas..
AND.......
My stall was the earliest stall to clear ALL our stocks... lols... cause we sell very little things.. hehe...
But after MI MART.. i realised my heart kinda pain.. Maybe its because of all the shouting...
Accompanied Jerome as he waits for his auntie to fetch him..
Went home..
Bought fried rice..
Ate supper..
Hope to gain weight..
(:

To be continued...