Friday, November 24, 2006
yesterday was my mum's birthday...and shes 5o plus le... hahas... no kidding..hmmm.. i very wad la.. i did not buy anything for her... coz i got no idea wad she want... but my bro bought a small cake la.. last year i bought cake... but i dun wanna gave same thing ma.. instead of treating her dinner.. she treat us western food..ahahas... it may seem nothing to u.. but normally go out mum always ask us not to eat western food..
den recently my fone never ring de... no one sms me or called me.. haiz.. sian... used to sms everyday until my mum fed up...hahas..
den later i will be cooking instant noodle for dinner.. yupp... den someday i will be going to jurong east library to borrow comics and watch the movie 'flags of our fathers'..hahas..so i saving money lor... coz oso going for choir concert...ermmm.. if anybody wanna go library or watch that movie or go choir concert sms me can???...hahas..
kaes..bb..
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
the open house was ok...
ermmm...dunno wad to write...
jus wanna thank nabeelah for listening to my problems and sharing ur problems too...
yupp...i will keep them a secret...
er..
and...
actually i did it to understand u better... but i saw through u...but i still...haiz...
WHY???...
bb..
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
today..went school...den my recess at 10...den mrs krishna say wanna meet me to discuss about open house... so discuss till10:29...den she said..'enjoy ur break...'..i was like huh??..1 min how to enjoy...hahas...but i manage to eat my plate of rice in 5 mins..hahas... recently got one guy like a girl till very obvious...and he very BHB lah...haiz...
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carson shared with me a story few days ago... its about a wise old man... before he died he told his son to go find a NEW wife everyday... his son married his girlfriend... and the next day... he went out to find a new wife... but he can't find any..he went home and his wife said.."your father did not ask to to find a new wife...wad he really meant was to treat ur wife as a new wife everyday....
how many times had we treat people around us for granted... there would be a great difference on how u treat ur new frens and old frens... we would treat new frens with better care den to old frens as wen time passes...we took them for granted.. i learnt this lesson too late...
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who is the real you???.. many of us hide our true self from other people... people who are hated by other people often said 'this is not the REAL me...'.den wad is the real us den???... i hide my true self too... is my true self lame???...can la... but not that LAME... but i believed if i reveal myself...people would dislike me la... ahahas... so i never reveal myself before...not even to my family... only one person noes...and that person is god... but god will forgive me..but should we continue acting???... should we hide our true feelings??...should we continue to wear a "mask"???..should we???...by hiding ourselves are we hypocrites???????...yes and no... coz..if the real you a jerk/bitch...and the fake u is kind... u should be the fake u lor...but if the real you is kind and caring and the fake u is a jerk/bitch...den reveal the real you lor... CHIM...hahas..
kaes...bb...stay tuned~~~~~~~
Friday, November 03, 2006
today...went school... felt a bit unfamiliar after going two days to NAFA... ermmm... nothing really interesting... jus at the history lesson serene and kelvin versus li fang...yu qi and gervin... yupp the quarrelled...it was kinda funny... as kelvin say that he got bre*st... serene was doing tarot cards reading for us a few weeks ago...if tarot cards are true...wht she cannot forecast this to happen??i kinda hate tarot cards too..use to believe it... but...the reading was false la..and i really wanted the reading to be true...the reading was:there will be unexpected good news...what unexpected good news??...bull shit la...haiz....den after school went Carson's house and playedDOTA...den went home with shawn...
atually i kinda hate talking behind pp's back...unless i really hate them... its like...try to put urselves in their shoes la...how would u feel if u are them???...of course sad la...
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lets talk about my days at NAFA ba... ermmm... it was kinda meaningful...as i get to create new friendships and re-create old friendships...it oso make me reflect on some things too... its kinda fun... yupp... too short lor... the workshop should be at least one week ma... but so short lor...two days only...haiz... what i learnt(other than acting):
its impossible for me to change the -censored-...hahas
plus i found out that i start playing LAN as i wanted to numb my feelings... but it turn out to be an addiction... or... do i still have feelings???...
kaes..bb...
