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Hi!.. I'm Christopher Chee Sheng Chan

I'm born on 28th May 1991. I love watching tv, collecting comics, drawing and drama..

People who dunno me well think I'm quiet..
People who think they know me better knows I'm Funny..
People who know me well knows I'm not really funny..
Well, That all you have to know about me i guess.


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Chapter Thirteen

Chris here.. I had so many problems recently but i couldn't blog as my computer having problems..
Now that i finally get it.. Im gonna let it all OUT!!!
(They say that thirteen is a unlucky number.. i dunno about that but this post is not gonna be pretty...)

To start off.. I failed my prelims badly.. had high expectations on myself.. But everything came crashing down after i noe my results... I haven't really tell my mum about it yet..
Its not that im afraid i will get scolded or beaten up by her..
Im afraid i would disappoint her...
When mum ask for my results, its always this sentence :'So hows ur results?.. Fail riites?..'
Thats wad she asked every single time.. 'fail riites?..'
I guess mum has alreadly given up hope on me..

Stress recently.. Art.. Deadlines.. And the flu and merely 4 hours to sleep isn't helping either..
Yupp.. I noe some people work well with stress..
But im not them..
When im stressed..
I simply give up... I will just do nothing..
I simply break down..
And my attitude kinda sucks these few days...
i prefer to sit alone in class den to mix with the others..
Jus give me a blu tack to play with and im happy enough..
Maybe im doing this to deny my own existance.. so that others will forget about me..
when they forget about me.. they would be happier i guess..
I feel that im turning into someone else.. someone i hate...

But while thinking of these sad thoughts.. I got reminded of a song i heard so long ago..
And it touched me at my moment of darkness..
so im deticating this song to ALL my loved ones..:

You are my sunshine..
My only sunshine..
You make me happy..
When skies are Grey..
You never know dear..
How much i love you..
Please don't take my sunshine away......


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Chapter Twelve

Chris is gonna flunk his history because he dun have enough time..
And he needs to finish his art by today..
hahas...
(Chris: STRESS...Stress.........
Haiz.. i thought i knew u very well.. But it appears thats nmot the case.. haiz... I think u all had enough of my troubles.. so im not gonna say anything..)

To be continued...


Chapter Eleven

Hi the auother here.. Gonna write a story about a loser again..
Hey!!.. Wad are u doing?!?!

Chris here.. Just wanna say this before the auother continues.. When reality becomes too hard for me.. I have la la land to escape to.. Now that my dreams becomes so horrible.. Where can i escape to????

Ok.. Im back after Chris interuppted me.. Ok.. lets start with last wed.. Nothing interesting about Chris today..
Chris walked with sean after his exams.. Sean was one of his closest frens in sec two..
So the both of them walked... and walked.. and walked.. But nobody really spoke to each other..
Chris then started telling jokes to Sean.. many jokes to break the ICE..
But it didn't really work..
Because Chris is a loser..
So Sean took the bus 62 home.. and chris.. went home..
(Chris : It kinda make me realized that friends are not to be taken for granted.. But sometimes people at different times have different thinkings.. Thus.. We drift apart..
Was kinda close to Zack too.. Now seldom talk to him le.. Yupp.. Haiz..)

To be continued..


Chapter Ten - The Tenth Chapter

Hey the new auother here...
Its the tenth chapter..

And its my first time writing..
Hehes..
So excited..

Ok.. Lets start with this..
This story is about a loser (a.k.a Christopher Chee Sheng Chan)
I dunno why im assigned to write a story about him though..
He is so boring...
I would rather write a story about other boring people..
But not him..
As i said..
He is a loser....

Hmmmm.. Ok lets start..
Chris was playing around his phone yesterday.. Touching it every 15 mins.. Den he played pool on his phone for about 45 mins after that.. No matter how his mum scolded him to stop being addicted to his fone.. Chris kept on using it..
Call me observant.. I noticed that Chris looked troubled..
Maybe some tears in his eyes..
Maybe its due the scolding to his mum?.. Or maybe he is losing the game in his handphone?.. Or maybe he is waiting for someone to reply him?.. Someone important to him perhaps?..
(Chris: No matter what she replied.. As long as she replied.. My day would had been so much better.. But she never did.. Sorry for smsing u..There are so many more things to tell u.. But i dun think u wanna hear them..)

Chris's mum always scolds him for not studying hard.. I had never seen Chris studying before..
Well 'I not stupid 2' tell us to look at people good points more than their flaws..
So let us look at Chris's good points..
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................................................
NOTHING!!!!!
Hehehehehes......
Chris's mum dun think he can ever pass his O levels.. Chris dun think so too..
(Chris: If i failed my exams.. Its partly because its u all who have given up hope on me.. Nvm.. U may think that i just putting the blame on you all.. Fine.. If i failed my exams.. Everything is my fault..)

Seriously.. I think its a waste of time blogging for Chris..
Nobody will care to read this..
Nobody cares about him..

To be continued...


Chapter Nine

Oh great.. The auother is going through some tranformation..

Wad tranformation?..

Now the auother understand wad i am feeling.. The next time the auother comes back.. He will never understand me.. Im gonna hide my feelings.. soon..

I'm at shannon's house now.. Yi heen and divyan are playing playstation right now.. I played just now had so much fun..

Well, today is the english paper one exam.. The title for my compo is failure.. I actually wrote.. "If u learnt to respect failure.. It will give u a gift called success.. Of course the gift of success may not always come from failure.. But believe me.. Success always taste sweeter from failure..."

Well.. I think normal people would get wad i mean.. Without failure.. We may never noe how sweet success can be...

Haiz..

I believe that i'm a failure.. Or rather.. a loser..

Do you noe how i felt after you told me those things?..
After i found out some things?..

Yeah i'm talking to u.. But u may not even noe its you..

Haiz..

I shall hide my feelings.. Wun elaborate too much..

To be continued..

I shall be a failure that never taste success...