Saturday, September 27, 2008
Chapter Seventy
Hi... The date is 27th September...
My average feeling for the day is... fun i guess... lol..
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Yesterday after school went Jerome's house with Jordin. Actually we wanted to study MOB together, but we ended up slacking. =.=
We sat on Jerome's and his grandma's bed and chatted about alot of things.
We chatted mostly about our past....
There are alot of distractions in his house.. Like the PS2, the computer and some other things..
Lols..
So we had no mood to study and decided to go Jordin's house tomorow (which is today) to study.
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Met Jerome and Jor din at serangoon station at 9:30am.
Supposed to meet at 9am, but Jerome told me he is gonna be late, so i took my time to walk to the MRT station... And i ended being later than him.. Haiz..
Jor din stays at a condo and we could study at the condo's multi purpose room. Less distractions.
While studying, I looked out from my window and saw a couple kissing in the swimming pool.. lols...
Anyway, after studying for two hours or so, we went out for lunch and after that...
We played basketball... YAY..
And after that we played pool.. Double YAY...
After that... we went home... BOO....
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chinese hw : 学生运用比喻手法, 写一个小段落来形容一位同班同学.
我要描写的这位同学个子矮小，小的跟蚂蚁一样。他一点也不阳光，天上的太阳遇到了他都会闪开。他虽然热爱运动，但是在体育方面却比莫人烂。如果八脚鱼每一只脚都代表一个才艺，这位同学肯定是一条死鱼。他的人格很不好，由不比莫人爽快，自私。这位同学很幽默，他的幽默可以用小丑这个职业来形容，因为小丑的工做就是要带给人快乐，但没有人知道小丑的忧愁，也没人把小丑当成重要的人。小丑表演后，人们反而觉得小丑很碍眼。他也很害羞，如乌龟看到野兽就会缩到壳里，简直就是个缩头乌龟！这位同学道底是谁呢??
答案：徐盛灿
I got 10/10 for this chinese homework.. Cause its the truth.. well.. at least.. its the truth to you..
Thats all.
To be continued...
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Chapter Sixty Nine
Hi.. The date is 20th September..
My average feeling for the day is... close to sucidal i guess...
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Haha.. Got you worried there?
Don't worry though, I'm too afraid to die anyway. I won't do anything stupid.
I wasted yesterday. Or should i say YESTERDAY was wasted.
Yesterday was a day i should have fast forward.
Nothing productive. Was sleeping. And the more I sleep I more happy dreams i have.
Sometimes i wish I can dream forver..
But those are just dreams isn't it?
Ya, so didn't really make use of yesterday to study.
I know every second now is precious... Every second now SHOULD be used for studying..
I shouldn't even be blogging... -.-'''
I even told myself not to blog, but I just felt like expressing my feelings.
I really, really, REALLY emo about my studies now...
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It seems like people around me are getting happier while I am getting more and more sad.
I just don't flow with the crowd.
Those who are emo with me now have reasons to be happy.
Maybe its a better thing for me to be sad.
Cause in society, you always need sad people in order to make you realised you are happy.
So i think i should be unhappy then. ( Hope I don't sink into depression.)
Friends would be seeing a more reserved christopher from now on.
But i really scared that I would lose my friends because of this.
I feel that we are drifting further and further apart.
At the start of the year. I remember Yunus, Jordon, Jordin, Jerome and me told each other we must stick together for the years to come.
We will get promoted together.
They were my first friends in 08B4.
But as the weeks past, I guess each of them started having other friends or in some cases girlfriends, and we start drifting apart.
Well, its not their fault though, its not anybody's fault, its just the flow of nature.
Well, guys. There is a high possbility that i wouldn't pass my promos this year and if that should happen, Im really sorry that i couldn't continue our lifes as classmates.
I also want you all to know that, although I may have other friends and brothers in 08B4, you all are the first. The ones that gave me a lasting impression.
I cherish the times we shared in the beginning of the year...
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Heh. I sound like Im writing a last note.
I guess when people are feeling sucidal, they always have something to say to everybody.
But like I said, I won't do anything stupid.
Commiting sucide is really a stupid thing to do. (:
Kk..
I don't know if you care, but, I promise I can always make you smile.
Thats all...
To be continued...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Chapter Sixty Eight
Hi.. The date is 16th September..
My average feeling for the day is EXCITED...
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For these few days I've been feeling emo.
Heh... You must be thinking that its love problems.. You're wrong.. Heh..
But thinking about it, it did make me emo. But I've been emo about my love life for MONTHS already, so I'm already used to it.
What really made me emo is my studies.
I've ALOT to catch up for my promotional exams.
I have to revise 3 subjects within 2 weeks!!!
And... I'm really afraid i could't make it... I need a motivation...
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I'm damn nervous and excited today... Don't ask me what was it about.
I took a train to school.
In the train, I couldn't find a seat to seat down, so i decided to read through the economics textbook that was in my arms.
I found economics quite interesting and I actually understand the concepts!
But maybe the reason i can absorb so much is probably because I was trying to get my mind off things.
Things I must be prepared by 11:25am.
During PE i didn't feel like playing, just felt like sitting around.
After school my friends played basketball while i changed in my uniform. Didn't fet like playing at all.
Was thinking about alot of stuff.
Some things I do with good intentions may not be good to somebody.
But whatever i do... I did it to make things right...
Haha. Random...
After today I promise to commit fully into studies...
I think other things can wait... You probably think so too...
Kk.. Study hard..
Do you know I can promise to make you smile?
Thats all.
To be continued...
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Chapter Sixty Seven
Hi. The date is 9th september.
My average feeling for the day is EMO.
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These few days had been fairly uneventful. So there is nothing to blog about.
So why am I blogging now?
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I went online today and realised that the image in the blog (the boy sitting on the cresent moon) had been removed by photobucket.
So i was forced to change a skin.
I chosed another skin at first, but there was an error in the skin.
Then i found this skin. Quite cute. And it as a very simple message.
SMILE.
The image had a japanese feeling too. Recently i had been listening to japanese song. Was introduced to jap songs by Rachel. I didn't like japanese songs at first because i didn't like listening to songs that i don't understand.
Then... I found some really good ones. These songs are in my blog's playlist now. (:
Can go check it out. It make me understand something.
Music is an international language...
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My promotional exams are coming soon. I don't know if i've enough time to catch up or not.
I'm scared to disappoint people around me.
To make things worse, I'm writing a story now. I'm distracted. I hope that i could finish the book fast so that i can spend my time revising my work.
Thats all.
To be continued...
Saturday, September 06, 2008
My blogging technique will change from the next post...So stay tune..(:
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Chapter Sixty SixHI..Many things are going through my head recently..Many,many,many things.....I gave my life some thought.. As i slowly.. decide on some matters..Today is thursday..Went study with Jerome.."Studied" MOB and Accounts...Saw three brothers fighting with each other.. Wanted to scold them..LOLS!..If im their parents.. I will buay tahan... Haiz.. KIDS..In the end.. Went Jerome's house.. Studied a bit and used com..Listened to gloomy sunday with him but he end the song by the 30th secs and watched happy tree friends instead.. The song is REALLY depressing... Went home after that.. Yupp.. lols..I gonna write a poem titled 'The bug' and a book.. A short story.. yea.. Havent give it a title yet.. But i got the storyline ready.. Its from a dream i had.. ok.. stay tune.. (:To be continued..
