Wednesday, February 28, 2007
my last weekends were fun as i get to go cell group and church again...
hahas..
on saturday we played amazing race chinatown... it was kinda fun.. and my group which consist of 5 pp came in first... ahahas.. won $100 crystal jade voucher.. but in the end we share it with the cell group pp.. which as around 10 plus ba.. got to interact with my cell group members and noe them better...
den the service on sunday was fun too... it was touvhing and funny... i found out that JAY CHOU AND ZHANG HUI MEI JUST RECIEVED CHRIST!!!!!...hahahs.. so happy..den the pastor kept on saying funny things.. so was laughing la.. but got i part i felt that its very touching.. imagine we are fighting inthe battlefield... and christ tells his father..."father please send them back to their homes.. please let me take their place in the battlefield and fight in their place... im willing to die for them.."..u may not feel touched... but at that time my pastor used a very sad voice to tell us this message.. after that.. holy presence of God can be felt in my church...
ok den.. cya..
Trying the see the world through the eyes of Christ...trying very hard...I failed agin... sorry God...i love u lord...Thank you or the gifts around me!!!...I hope i wun fail u again...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Recently my Nokia 3200 spoil le... so sad lor.. its been with me for 2 years le.. got alot of precious memories...
and my mum bought me a new phone.. its Nokia 6288!... lols.. so happy... but i need to pay $100... my mum paying $298(not including memory card)...
wanna thank GOD for all the gifts around me.. those gifts are nothing but dust without God.. we all are dust... we are dust who have a chance of living because of our loving father... So.. we should love him but fear him..
bb.. cya...
Trying to see the world through the eyes of Christ...trying very hard...i failed again... sorry God...i love u lord...Thank u for the gifts aroung me!!!...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy valentines day to me...
Happy valentines day to me...
Happy valentines day to Christopher...
Happy valentines day to me...
hahas.. spending valentines day alone AGAIN.. last year spent it at OBS... bought for frens sweet.. and tissue paper.. hahas.. still owe two pp present..
Whats my wish for valentines day???
1. people would return the love i gave them...
2. people would return the care i gave...
3. a pen
4. a cup
5. 1 hour of someones's time..
plus i wish that all couples would stay together and spend valentines day with their lved ones.. forever!!!!
On this special day i would like to do something.. im going to change my blog address...
ialsosvielhiemr no more... its ialsouvseehjiom le.. coz its time to let go.. and because i love another person now... HE loves me too... im not gay.. that person is Lord jesus Christ..lols..
ok..bb..
Trying to see the world through the eyes of Christ...
trying very hard... for christ is sooo loving and forgiving...
i failed again... sorry God...
I love u lord...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxFLAG DAYxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Today flag day.. was not really enjoyable.. coz i suddenly felt very sian.. den walk for 10 mins plus i saw a woman.. i asked the women for money lor.. den the woman ask me wad is the charity organization.. i was dying to answer this question.. had been rehearsing it.. i said.." its the RDA.. we are collecting..".. den my fren cut in.. and explained wad i wanted to her.. den the woman donated one dollar to my fren.. my face obviously changed.. coz the woman look at me and said sorry.. i got pissed off with my fren.. i meant i was at the point of giving up.. den i saw someone who asked me wad RDA is and u stole my lines and MONEY!!!.. i jus walked away lor.. coz.. before that one of my other fren oso got pissed off by another fren and she walked away.. that fren wanted to return me the money.. but i dun want it.. u wun understand unless u experience it... after that i went back to that fren.. coz its not his fault la.. but after that i felt so useless and stop asking pp to donate...
den went library to read comics.. felt better after that..
the previous flag day was better.. had so much fun la.. haiz..
btw.. saw some pp crying wen they collected their o levels results this year.. i dun wanna be the one trying next year... so going to study hard.. frens please motivate me!!! ahahas...
will be blogging at v day.. so stay tune..
bb..
Trying to see the world through the eyes of christ... Trying very very hard... for christ is sooo loving and forgiving...I failed again... sorry God...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxMY CHURCHxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
today went for tution and tried to walk the short cut.. but somehow lost my sense of direction and got lost.. but found my way in the end.. hahas.. was late.. which teaches me that there is no short cuts in life..hahahs..
den after tution and went library to read comics.. den kids sitting beside me were like trying to look at my book.. and they were like "wa...superman!...wa..."... ahahas..
den went sweet talk to buy strawberry milk tea.. den went home.. this week did VIP.. but i dun think its good la..
i suck in the VIP...
I SUCK!!!
By the way.. i had been praying to God to protect my church.. as my church have a bad reputation.. one of my frens who is oso from my church tell others that my church keep on asking us to give money..another fren told me "go any church but city harvest.. they are teaching the wrong things.." i was speechless!.. teaching the WRONG THING???... if my church is teaching the wrong things,would it grow in numbers??..den i told her my church is currently teaching us to engage culture.. and she asked me "why engage culture?"
through culture we can spread God's words.. as teens nowadays are listening to music.. watching tv.. etc.. and as we noe.. the culture we have now give us wrong images of beauty and sex!.. do u understand now why do we have to bring Christ into culture?.. people nowadays think that going church is boring.. why?.. because going church is not the "IN" thing to do.. but by engaging culture.. believing in Christ will be "cool"...
how do we engage culture den?.. we engage culture through the marketplace.. for students our marketplace is the school.. for celebrties its through tv.. u get the idea.. REMEMBER.. fellow brothers and sisters in christ.. we dun wanna be influenced by culture!.. we WANT to INFLUENCE culture!.. CHRIST is depending on us to spread his word!.. if we dun spread the word of god into culture..WHO WOULD?..
i ask u now.. is this the wrong thing my church has taught?.. and please fellow church members.. please do not spread bad things for our church's sake.. we must love our church..
btw.. is it time to change my blog address?.. haiz.. i just can't let u go.. i tried.. but i can't... its too hard.. memories jus keep flowing back..
ok den.. thats all.. cya..
Trying to see the world through the eyes of christ...
Trying very very hard... for christ is sooo loving and forgiving...
