Thursday, June 21, 2007
yesterday was the drama camp..
it was fun and exiciting...
although i wasn't really involed in the camp as i had some things to settle about the camp..
it was still fun..
until the last part... the humanities room key was missing!!! i8 was sooo shocked.. if i can't find it back im in deep trouble.. i remembered it was with arina but i coundn't contact her.. she never pick up the phone.. den ester called her house.. and arina was there..
in the end..
waited for 10 mins for her to come.. lock the room and left the school.. very very late..
went home and felt stupid.. and slept.. i learned last year that by sleeping.. u can hide away from the world.. woke up at 8pm.. den slept at 3.. woke up at 1pm.. i was really tired of life..
felt like an idiot..
as human beings we are told that we must make wise choices in life.. every step u take changes ur future..
but as CHRISTIANS we will have to accept that our choices in life had been planned by GOD.. every step whether u like it or not had been planned by GOD..
WE HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT.. and its hard..
people say its hard being a human being..
for me.. its harder being a christian..
to love god and to obey his every word.. to feel guilty when we break his laws..
cya..