I'm born on 28th May 1991. I love watching tv, collecting comics, drawing and drama..
People who dunno me well think I'm quiet.. People who think they know me better knows I'm Funny.. People who know me well knows I'm not really funny.. Well, That all you have to know about me i guess.
Chris here.. I had so many problems recently but i couldn't blog as my computer having problems.. Now that i finally get it.. Im gonna let it all OUT!!! (They say that thirteen is a unlucky number.. i dunno about that but this post is not gonna be pretty...)
To start off.. I failed my prelims badly.. had high expectations on myself.. But everything came crashing down after i noe my results... I haven't really tell my mum about it yet.. Its not that im afraid i will get scolded or beaten up by her.. Im afraid i would disappoint her... When mum ask for my results, its always this sentence :'So hows ur results?.. Fail riites?..' Thats wad she asked every single time.. 'fail riites?..' I guess mum has alreadly given up hope on me..
Stress recently.. Art.. Deadlines.. And the flu and merely 4 hours to sleep isn't helping either.. Yupp.. I noe some people work well with stress.. But im not them.. When im stressed.. I simply give up... I will just do nothing.. I simply break down.. And my attitude kinda sucks these few days... i prefer to sit alone in class den to mix with the others.. Jus give me a blu tack to play with and im happy enough.. Maybe im doing this to deny my own existance.. so that others will forget about me.. when they forget about me.. they would be happier i guess.. I feel that im turning into someone else.. someone i hate...
But while thinking of these sad thoughts.. I got reminded of a song i heard so long ago.. And it touched me at my moment of darkness.. so im deticating this song to ALL my loved ones..:
You are my sunshine.. My only sunshine.. You make me happy.. When skies are Grey.. You never know dear.. How much i love you.. Please don't take my sunshine away......
