I'm born on 28th May 1991. I love watching tv, collecting comics, drawing and drama..
People who dunno me well think I'm quiet.. People who think they know me better knows I'm Funny.. People who know me well knows I'm not really funny.. Well, That all you have to know about me i guess.
Ok.. This is the last time im gonna blog about OH and me being Emo.. I mean.. You all must be kinda bored now isn't it?.. Everyday come my blog and the first thing u see is either EMO or OH.. Lols.. Its just not right man...(or woman).. XD U all not sian i oso sian le.. So.. This is the last time.. (unless u all want to ask about OH again den i make u all sian again..)
#Part One : Me? Emo? Nope...
OK.. Im officially not emo.. Found out about this at Friday 21st of Dec.. If im not emo.. Wad am I?.. I dunno.. Maybe im worse than Emo.. lols.. No la.. The word to describe me now is empty.. Hmmm.. Maybe i learnt to accept things as they are and im trying to.. ermmm.. cure my heart?.. (that sound so wrong) But sometimes to cure things.. We must break it down and rebuild it.. Im still in the process of breaking down i guess.. (that sound so wrong too)
#Part Two: The songs of my blog (yesterday and for u i will)
Ok.. These two songs are kinda explaining my feelings right now.. The song 'Yesterday' talks about remembering the good times in the past which are gone by now.. It talks about regrets and changes that time caused.. Time changes everything.. Love, friendship, people, places... etc.. But..
There is nothing time can't heal.. (ironic hur?...)
#Part Three : Ermm. So wad about OH?
Ermmm.. That kinda hard to explain.. Recently when im replying her messages.. To be honest.. Im not happy.. And when im re-read my replies.. i found out that i didn't hide my unhappiness.. Wad makes me unhappy?... I dunno.. Maybe its because of the message content or something.. Something like this has happened in the past.. I dun want it to happen again.. But im not preventing it though... Dun misunderstand though.. I still love her.. But.. Maybe its because of her plan to avoid me.. Yeap.. I noe she is hiding something.. Trying her best to avoid me .. Yup.. I know it.. And you noe how it feels to pretend that I dun know her plan?.. It feels stupid.. I felt angry.. I jus want HER to tell ME the truth..
I jus read her e mail.. telling me the truth( i dun think its the complete truth though.. But its enough) I got wad i wanted her to do.. And do i feel happy now?..
And with that chapter twenty two comes to an end......
To be continued...
*********************************** Coming up next >>>>Chapter Twenty Three - My recent outings
